Rises_TheLuna

I'm alive y'all. I've been struggling with my mental health lately (like always) but I'm slowly getting motivated to write :]

My parents always wonder why I never tell them anything or when I cvt myself yet when I do I get taken out in public and screamed at with things being flung (I tell them at home and it's mainly my dad). And all they do is make comments about it. I don't want to hear comments I just want to be comforted and helped yet they always do this. Saying that my mental health isn't even that bad yet I've held a knife to myself before and tried killing myself by cvtting. Always guilt tripping me and talking about how their life was worse than mine... Listen man it's not about that right now it's just making me feel worse. Whenever I try and express myself I get slapped for stating how I feel and my opinion. Today I tried telling them I cvt again yet before I even could they made a comment about my body. I told them that it bothered me and they just said stop being a baby and suck it up. They know I'm self-conscious about what they commented on and yet still did it. They never apologized and yet they wonder why I've slowly stopped talking to them about what bothers me or when I hurt myself. I'm so ready to leave this house for collage in the next few years so I don't have to worry about them always being up my butt and trying to force me into things and live through me.

I'm finally free from my immobilizer :D

Hey guys I need some help.
          
          I don't really know what to do but I feel that my dad has been touching me inappropriately. It first started with him smacking my butt and saying that's what they did in high school but when I politely asked him to stop he flipped a lid. Over these past few years it's escalated with grabbing my waist and now he's asking to check up on my body. Specifically my hips and all. He has me pull down my pants then he checks my chest. He grabs and all and feels around to check then tonight he had rubbed lotion on me saying that my skin was dry. He does this all when my mom is asleep or busy btw and is my adoptive dad (my mom is my biological mom). He has rubbed down in my lower parts to "check and rub lotion" but it's uncomfortable. I play sports so I also get injured a lot and once he had a massager that I had down there which was no where near the injury with my pants down. Also this latest incident he had me sit in his lap while my pants were down and checking and I could kinda feel. Idk if I'd get banned for talking about this on here but Wattpad please just give me a warning (people post way worse stuff here tbh) and should I mention this to anyone because he is also very short tempered and I'm afraid he'll do something bad if I do speak out or I'm wrong and get punished.

Hey y'all!! Sorry for being so absent. I had to have surgery on my shoulder last week and I'm kind of dealing with some stuff like finals and mental issues. I'm slowly coming back tho!! :D

I didn't even realize I had 100 followers tysm!!!

Making a new video please choose,
          
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At prom rn :D

Going to be having the surgery for my shoulder right before my birthday ;-;

I finally found out what I tore in my shoulder. It's a hagl tear and will need surgery