I read your work "my suicide note" a little. I hear you girl. I'm also an Indian and I realise what you're going through. The gender discrimination is annoying, especially when your own parents do it.
girl...live ur life...just dnt end it up bcz of few issues in family...aftr all its all upto u...how u take it...maybe dere r some major issues btween u and ur bro..bt juzt dnt let it ruin ur life instead try sorting dem out..if required take a counsellor's help...reconsider ur decision frnd...!