Rish

okay soooo I'm here again– mind's clouded, drained and not sane. Idk, it's just a random kick of sadness crawling into my system. I was happy for days and weeks, but everything seems dull to me all of a sudden. Was it because of pressure? deadlines? incoming finals? Ewan ko na talaga kay self. Dito ko talaga napatunayan na ang vulnerable ko hayst I thought I build a strong wall everytime I feel blue eh pero I guess, gumuho sya for now :( don'ed mag emote, gonna review again mwaps <3

1st time opening my acc again and ngl, I miss my safe space :( I'm still on the process of learning a lot of things and maybe I could apply it on my future stories (if I would be able to write) for now, I unpublished my very first story. I feel like wala pa syang sense and its my immature self who wrote that. For now, gagawin ko muna 'tong diary ko. I can't believe I'm still here, breathing and fighting at this very moment. When road gets rough, just always think that at the end of that road, your pain and sacrifices are all worth it. I want myself to remember that I wrote it on a random Wednesday. It felt nice pala to write on yourself 'no? Hindi lang para sa iba kundi para sa sarili mo. I hope na makamit ko talaga yung isa sa mga dream ko na maging writer :) This platform was the reason why I found what my passion is—to make sure that everyone's mind is at peace. In this world full of chaos, the one thing that make us wealthy other than having money is to have a stable mental health. Malayo na pero malayo pa. Padayon Sikolohiya!

Before college starts (I'm a freshie btw), I just want to add a few chapters. Life is going to be a little serious again :) I hope that each of us will have a bright future. May your heart bloom and mind swell this time around. You're loved <3

My mind is in chaos right now. I hope that writing would lessen what I'm feeling :)