RiverAlpha

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Hello everyone! It's been a while! I just finished taking the JLPT N3 (god was it hard) and since I have a bit of free time, I might try to write a bit for the ToG story.
          	
          	For the meantime, I've unpublished it since I've made quite a few changes which I need time to write down. I can't edit it in one go, so I decided to take the story down for the meantime.
          	
          	When I look back at what I wrote, I thought to myself: "Wow. I wrote this? This is such substandard shit with no life in it." So yeah, as short as it was, I decided to write better characterization.

HundredBlossoms

@RiverAlpha YEAH BABY! THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR, THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT! WOOOOO
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RiverAlpha

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Hello everyone! It's been a while! I just finished taking the JLPT N3 (god was it hard) and since I have a bit of free time, I might try to write a bit for the ToG story.
          
          For the meantime, I've unpublished it since I've made quite a few changes which I need time to write down. I can't edit it in one go, so I decided to take the story down for the meantime.
          
          When I look back at what I wrote, I thought to myself: "Wow. I wrote this? This is such substandard shit with no life in it." So yeah, as short as it was, I decided to write better characterization.

HundredBlossoms

@RiverAlpha YEAH BABY! THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR, THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT! WOOOOO
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RiverAlpha

Some updates coming up:
          
          1) I'm taking the JLPT N4 in around 6 weeks and after that I expect some degree of freedom for a while (maybe), so you might hear from me soon.
          
          2) Unfortunately, for the near and forseeable future, I might not be writing anything related to COTE. This is due to the fact that I have not touched anything COTE for the vast majority of the year. I have written some stuff for the next Returners chapter but I might just wait until Y3 before I write anything more.
          
          3) I have a new fanfic planned and am currently writing a chapter. Unfortunately, it's not COTE, but it is of a rather well-known fandom.  It's rather action-oriented so I hope I can do it some justice. (Hint: It's not Japanese in origin).

AA05A2761609

@RiverAlpha That’s super fair, I used to be a ToG fan. I may need to catch back up soon haha.
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RiverAlpha

@AA05A2761609 yeah... Returners probably not gonna get updated soon. ToG is 1000x more interesting at the moment
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AA05A2761609

@RiverAlpha Oh sweet! I saw that got updated super recently, so I was optimistic about Returners coming back. (Hopefully, one day, maybe).
            
            Regardless thank you for writing such wonderful stories!! They’re some of my favorites when it comes to Kiyokei content.
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RiverAlpha

Just an update on what's been going on with my stories.
          I'm not in (much of) a funk anymore but I've been really busy (yeah yeah, same old same old) learning Japanese (I'm taking the next JLPT N4 exam). In addition, my interest in COTE has been at an all time low (until something really big happens).
          
          If I ever do go back to writing, it'll strictly only be for Returners and maybe the quality will be a lot lower since I'll be releasing without much beta (meaning you might see awkward sentences, spelling mistakes, etc that I miss).
          
          I do have half of the next chapter written but it's not really at a point where I can even partially release it. Maybe sometime this year.... maybe.

KarmaLord2020

@RiverAlpha hahahahaha, best of luck with the language and exams river, if at any point you decide not to finish it, then just dm me with how you intended to end so I can piece it together in my mind and be at peace 
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RiverAlpha

I updated my personal discord link (available for 7 days).
          Occasional writing streams for updating and writing (mostly on Returners for now. Secrets gonna take a backseat for a while due to time-constraints).
          Maybe even reactions on other fanfics.

ItsXoren

@RiverAlpha LET'S GOOOOOOOO WOOOOO I'M GLAD YOU'RE BACKKKK
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TouchMe_247

@RiverAlpha could you please send the link here?? It's still showing link expired for me(╥﹏╥)
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RiverAlpha

Returners Prologue has been updated and edited with new content (and some content being deleted).
          
          Other chapters will be edited in turn when I get around to them.

CVHr1s

Oooh! Thats great to hear! Just finished readn the most recent chap and was sad cuz it seemed like it had been dropped. Hope to see more of it soon!
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XLokbu

@RiverAlpha Glad to have you back~!
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RiverAlpha

Hello everyone.
          
          It is with great sadness that I am officially placing all of my fanfics on indefinite hiatus. As it has been over a year since I last updated, I thought it would be best to just tell you that I may not be back to writing for a long long time.
          
          As some of you may know, I'm a working adult, so I've had to deal with a lot of stuff in terms of work which made it hard for me to update (or even write at all). 
          
          Work aside, I recently also got diagnosed with clinical depression. Adjusting to learning I was depressed was and still is one of the greatest difficulties I am experiencing. It has affected all aspects of my life, especially writing. Because of this, I haven't even touched anything remotely related to COTE for the longest time and I expect I will not be touching anything related to it aside from the summaries of volumes and the upcoming anime.
          
          I hope everyone can understand my situation and I wish all you guys the best. I still do have a Discord channel where you can drop by and chat for random things. I also do give life advice (and probably writing advice too) there.
          
          Anyways, that's all. Good luck to the rest of you out there. River signing off (for the foreseeable future).
          
          PS: Please note that I am NOT letting any other author continue my work as I do one day wish to continue them when I am in a much better state, so if anyone does, please notify me so I can talk to them about it.

ItsXoren

@RiverAlpha clinical depression is no joke so make sure you take care of yourself River! I hope you don't feel pressured to continue your stories. They are still amazing. Take your time and make sure to stay safe as well. Sorry I read this a little late.
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pizzashark

@RiverAlpha Wishing you well and looking forward to your return! 
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