RiyokaChan

Sorry if I haven’t been able to update my fanfics lately. There are so many stories I still want to continue and ideas I’ve been wanting to rewrite or start over with, but I’ve been struggling badly with writer’s block on top of everything else. Sometimes, after long shifts and emotionally draining days, my mind just feels too exhausted to create anything.
          
          Even so, I haven’t given up on writing. I still think about my stories, my characters, and all the scenes I want to bring to life someday. It’s just taking me a little longer than before.
          
          To everyone still staying, reading, and patiently waiting for updates—thank you, truly. Your support means more to me than you know.

Hello everyone! It’s been a while. I’ve been super busy at the hospital lately, and to be honest, there are times when I just want to resign from the public hospital and move to a private one instead.
          
          Honestly, some patients and even their family members can be very difficult to handle, and it gets exhausting. I’ve been assigned to the OBGyne ward for the past eight months and still haven’t been rotated to a different ward. I understand that OB has its routines and becomes easier once you get the hang of it, but most of the work is heavily focused on paperwork.
          
          If I’m being honest, I don’t really enjoy dealing with mothers or babies, and I definitely can’t handle pediatric patients. I would honestly prefer working in the OR area, but those positions are fixed and almost impossible to get into.
          
          The stress has affected me so much that I’ve even started therapy. There are also times when I have to stay overtime for at least 2–3 hours, especially when a mother or baby is high-risk and requires close monitoring. And sadly, there’s no overtime pay at the hospital where I work.
          
          I also want to point out that we don’t have an ICU or PICU, so critical patients are often placed close to the nurse station for monitoring. Some mothers or their partners choose to transfer their babies to tertiary hospitals for better treatment, while others simply wait because of financial struggles or health complications caused by a lack of prenatal care.
          
          But what can I really do? Some patients come from backgrounds with limited education, illiteracy, or different cultural beliefs. Still, before every discharge, we always provide health education and follow-up instructions, making sure the mother or family understands everything clearly.
          
          Despite all the stress and exhaustion, I’m still trying my best every day.
          
          Yet I felt it wasn't enough

Hope you’re doing alright. I see you haven’t been responding to things since January.

I there, I was wondering ¿When will be the next chapter of Goldi and F.Reader?
          I hope it's soon and I can't for you answer
          PS: I loved the story by the way

Hey there, I hope your doing ok 

Girl, are you okay?

@RiyokaChan
          
          In chp.35 of Doc's Assistant, I can't really blame her for being in this situation. She's his dear lover, and she learned the truth about the child experiments from him, plus she pieced together the events of the experiments coming to her before. He asked her to help him with the experiments. He didn't force her (he knew she had to choose him because he had a significant impact on her). 
          
          She genuinely didn't want to do it; it would have destroyed her honor as a nurse who should be healing the children both physically and emotionally, and it would have shattered the children's trust in her. But she chose him because if she didn't, she'd be accused of disloyalty to him or others, and she might even face something worse—being experimented on herself. She put her life first. Importantly, he was her shield, protecting her from the executives(primarily Leith). She was essentially a part of the project, no different from the others who are bad people. She loved him completely, and her life was her priority. 
          
          You might say Harley manipulated her, yes, but he had his reasons. If he needed to create his own rules, making her understand what she had to do for him, she had to obey. If she disobeyed or was afraid of him, he had to use a tactic to soften her heart. He had to set boundaries for her to prevent her from doing anything out of line, to avoid retaliation from the executives. 
          
          Playtime Co. was driven by money and experimentation. Optimism or a rainbow view of the world weren't in the vocabulary of the executives or scientists; only progress mattered. And there was no mercy for mistakes because everything was competitive. Employees in the factory had to use their wit and resourcefulness to survive.
          
          What are your thoughts? Other readers are welcome to share their opinions as well.

Babe, you're okay?

Hey, you doing okay? Are you still with us? 

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