I’m feeling like I’m failing with my writing, everyone always says I’m good at what I do—art and writing—but I’ve never had anyone read my work. I’ve had very few people ask me to make art for them. I do write and create to make myself feel happy and worthy of something—but it still hurts knowing I’m working so hard for so little.
I’ve had people say and tell me that others have said “She’s wasting her time and she should have quit drawing and writing a long time ago”. It hurts. It makes me feel even more like a failure. Even with my best story and only story I’ve finished, I still feel small and nothing more than a grain of sand on a beach.
So, if I don’t post for a while, I’m sorry. I’ve gone on a hiatus before while writing my story No Name, which had lasted nearly a year of not posting. I just don’t have the confidence I used to have when it comes to my creations, as simple as they are.