★ And I'm so, so, so sorry it took me so long to come to say this if you must know. I saved the best for last lol </3...my goodness though. I don't even know where to begin with words. I feel like I've known you forever. Like... it's been a while but man the time we've chatted and had fun still doesn't feel like enough. and I know as time goes we'll still have time to chat or whatever, but even that doesn't feel like enough. Well, what I'm trying to say is..you my babes, are completely one of a kind. My time with you, the good, the funny, the 'pretending to not like you' moments, all mean so much to me. You mean so much to me. I honestly feel so connected to you more than I've ever felt connected to someone I've seen or known my whole life. That may sound weird, but it's true. Ur like that person for me. My person. Like I can come to you thinking my problems mean nothing and somehow you make me feel validated, seen, and cared for. I hope I do, or can do the same for you. however, I know I haven't very much stayed true to last year's New Year's wish to stay in touch, but know even when we aren't speaking, you aren't far from my mind. Andd I love you very much. I'm rambling I know, but just thank you. I thank you for all of your kind words, all of your moments of kindness, and funniness, whenever you felt safe enough to come to me with things, and just everything else in between. I thank you for it all. i thank you for being your beautiful self. I can only hope during all the off and on Wattpad, we'll still be able to leave and come back like the leave didn't even happen and still be close or closer. ilysmmm! i miss you sooo much! but know jesus loves you more my kind-hearted, and gorgeous girl. happy early New Year! Let me know if you need me, you know I'm always here for you! byee pretty girl, I'm gonna go make cookies now XD! Goodnight tho! Ik its late there in Germany!! so dream of me ;) ❤ ❤★
