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Oh how I hate being in an overachieving household. I have to get straight A's. I have to behave pefectly. I have to keep clean. I have to be happy. I have to be perfect. It's exhausting.

Standing in the yard
          Dressed like a kid
          The house is white
          And the lawn is dead
          The lawn is dead
          
          The lawn is dead

I am hungry
          I have been hungry
          I was born hungry
          What do I need?
          I am something
          I have been something
          I was born something
          What could I be?
          
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          I am waiting
          I have been waiting
          I was born waiting
          I was born waiting for that something
          Just one something
          I was born something
          I was born

In the depths of night, a hollow space,
          An empty pit, a silent place.
          A void that echoes, deep and wide,
          Where shadows of sorrow often hide.
          
          A chest that aches with silent cries,
          A heart that questions, wonders why.
          Emotions lost, a barren land,
          No comforting touch, no guiding hand.
          
          The weight of nothing, heavy still,
          A chasm that no joy can fill.
          Longing for a spark, a light,
          To chase away the endless night.

We fell in love in October
          That's why I love fall (theres no other person im so lonely)

Heaven knows I'm miserable now

I'm so excited, I get to skip a couple of classes today bc ive gyatta take pictures for an event for yearbook :3

I miss feeling appreciated

Mmmm men

On october third, he asked me what day it was
          
          "It's october third"