Rock22Girl

Hey guys. Im sorry for not updating my story in a while but a lot has been going on and I cant handle writing my story. Im stopping my story because I cant handle it. I might be coming off wattpad. I'll let you guys know soon

Rock22Girl

Hey guys. Im sorry for not updating my story in a while but a lot has been going on and I cant handle writing my story. Im stopping my story because I cant handle it. I might be coming off wattpad. I'll let you guys know soon

Rock22Girl

It hurts every day. I see constant things that remind me of you and it hurts because I miss you and I realise that you are actually gone and not coming back. I'm not gonna lie when I say that I haven't thought about leaving to be with you. I miss you Hope. You are in my thoughts every single day and you always will be. I miss you. I hate that you were taken away from us at such a young age. I've been crying a lot recently because I miss you and I have my own little memory box that helps me remember you. I wish you were still here. I miss you Hope. So so much. It breaks my heart each time I realise you are gone. No one understands what I feel and I feel like I can't talk to anybody about how I feel anymore. I can't even describe what I feel most of the time because I usually feel numb. Like I have no emotion. I need you in my life Hope. I need you

Rock22Girl

Can't believe you are actually gone. It seems like yesterday that we were arguing about one direction. You are such a great friend to me and I wouldn't have changed anything. You had a smile that lit up everyone's day and you always had a personality that everyone loved. You would always walk in to school all happy and joyful. Everyone loved you and they still do. No one can ever change that 'love' to 'loved' because you will always be in our hearts. Today was such an emotional day and I'm glad I got to say goodbye. I'm definitely going to visit you as much as I can. I love you and miss you so much my beautiful angel. I know you are looking down on us all with such a big smile and thinking 'gosh, they're crazy.' You mean so much to me. You didn't deserve this Hope. You didn't. We all love and miss you. I don't know what life will be like now without you but I know it consists of me visiting you. I can't believe that you are actually gone. I can't believe it. You didn't deserve any of this. Goodbye my beautiful little angel. Rip Hope. You will always be loved and never ever forgotten xx

Rock22Girl

@tooflyguy23 thank you. That means a lot xx
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tooflyguy23

@Rock22Girl I feel bad. Hope you can recover, and I wish you the best
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Rock22Girl

Thank you xx
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Rock22Girl

Hey guys. So something bad has happened in my life recently and I don't know what to do. It hasn't hit me fully yet and I know that when it does, i'll be a complete mess. So for now, I'm just going to not update my stories for a while. Please understand that I just can't update them right now. Thank you xx