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I'm done. 

I have screamed until my veins collapsed,
          I've waited as my time's elapsed,
          Now, all I do is live with so much hate.
          I've wished for this, I've bitched at that,
          I've left behind this little fact:
          You cannot kill what you did not create.
          I've gotta say, what I've gotta say,
          And then I swear I'll go away.
          But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise.
          I guess I'll save the best for last,
          My future seems like one big past,
          You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice.
          
          I push my fingers into my eyes,
          It's the only thing, that slowly stops the ache.
          If the pain goes on,
          I'm not gonna make it.
          
          Put me back together,
          Or separate the skin from bone.
          Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone.
          Tell me the reality is better than the dream.
          But I found out the hard way,
          Nothing is what it seems.

At home,
          Drawing pictures.
          Of mountain tops,
          With him on top,
          Lemon yellow sun,
          Arms raised in a V,
          And the dead lay in pools of maroon below.
          
          Daddy, didn't give attention.
          Oh, to the fact that mommy didn't care.
          King Jeremy, The Wicked,
          Ruled his world.
          
          Jeremy spoke in class today.
          Jeremy spoke in class today.
          
          Clearly I remember,
          Pickin' on the boy.
          Seemed a harmless, little fuck.
          But we unleashed a lion,
          Gnashed his teeth,
          And bit the recess lady's breast.
          
          How could I forget?
          And he hit me with a surprise left,
          My jaw left hurting,
          Dropped wide open.
          Just like the day,
          Oh, like the day I heard.
          
          Daddy, didn't give affection, no.
          And the boy, was something that mommy wouldn't wear.
          King Jeremy, The Wicked,
          Ruled his world.
          
          Jeremy spoke in class today.
          Jeremy spoke in class today.
          Jeremy spoke in class today.
          
          Try to forget this,
          Try to erase this,
          From the blackboard.
          

You are pathetic.

End of passion play, crumbling away.
          I’m your source of self-destruction.
          Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear.
          Leading on your death’s construction.
          Taste me you will see,
          More is all you need,
          You’re dedicated to,
          How I’m killing you.
          
          Come crawling faster,
          Obey your master.
          Your life burns faster,
          Obey your master.
          Master.
          
          Master of puppets I’m pulling your strings.
          Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams.
          Blinded by me, you can’t see a thing.
          Just call my name, ‘cause I’ll hear you scream.
          Master.
          Master.

I can't remember anything
          Can't tell if this is true or dream
          Deep down inside I feel to scream
          This terrible silence stops me
          Now that the war is through with me
          I'm waking up, I cannot see
          That there is not much left of me
          Nothing is real but pain now
          Hold my breath as I wish for death
          Oh please, God, wake me
          Back to the world that's much too real
          In pumps life that I must feel
          But can't look forward to reveal
          Look to the time when I'll live
          Fed through the tube that sticks in me
          Just like a wartime novelty
          Tied to machines that make me be
          Cut this life off from me
          Hold my breath as I wish for death
          Oh please, God, wake me
          Now the world is gone, I'm just one
          Oh god help me.

Now maybe,
          I did not mean to treat you bad,
          But I did it anyway.
          And now maybe,
          Some would say your life was sad,
          But you lived it anyway.
          And so maybe,
          Your friends they stand around they watch your crumble.
          As you falter to the ground.
          And then someday,
          Your friends they stand beside as you were flyin',
          Oh you were flyin' oh so high.
          
          But then someday people look at you,
          for what they call their own,
          They watch you suffer.
          Yeah they hear you calling home.
          But then some day we could take our time,
          To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us,
          But you left me far behind.
          
          Now maybe,
          I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad.
          But I did it anyway,
          Now I said maybe some would say you're left with what you had,
          But you couldn't share the pain.
          
          No, no, no
          Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer.
          
          Now maybe, I could have made my own mistakes.
          But I live with what I've known.
          And then maybe we might share in something great,
          But won't you look at where we've grown?
          Won't you look at where we've gone?
          But then someday comes tomorrow holds,
          a sense of what I fear for you in my mind.
          As you trip the final line.
          And that cold day when you lost control,
          It's a shame you left my life so soon.
          you should have told me,
          But you left me far behind, yeah.
          Now maybe, I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad.
          But I did it anyway.
          Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had.
          But you couldn't share the pain.
          No, no, no
          
          Oh no,
          Now maybe, I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad.
          But I did it anyway.
          Now maybe, some would say you're left with what you had.
          But you couldn't share the pain.
          I said times have changed your friends,
          They come and watch you crumble to the ground,
          They watch you suffer.
          Yeah, they hold you down.
          Hold on down.
          Now maybe lover, maybe love.
          I didn't mean to treat you bad,
          But you left me far behind.
          Left me far behind,
          Left me far behind.
          

Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop
          Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech
          As he opens the door, she rolls over
          Pretends to sleep as he looks her over
          She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man
          She dreams in colour, she dreams in red, can't find a better man
          Can't find a better man
          Can't find a better man
          Oh
          Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know
          She tells herself, oh
          Memories back when she was bold and strong
          And waiting for the world to come along
          Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone
          She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man
          She dreams in colour, she dreams in red, can't find a better man.

When I woke up, the rain was pouring down,
          There were people standing all around.
          Something warm flowing through my eyes,
          But somehow I found my baby that night.
          
          I lifted her head, she looked at me and said,
          "Hold me darling just a little while."
          I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss,
          I found the love that I knew I had missed.
          
          Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight,
          I lost my love, my life that night.