Emo but cutecore rat

I woke up with my mother hugging me, crying, y? Because she read a YouTube community post I made a while ago. I’m tired, I got no sleep

I HATE MY PARENTS, THEY TOLD ME TO GET OFF WHILE I WAS ON FLOOR 9 BY MYSELF :(

I play dandy’s world on PlayStation, I can’t see the chat,   I don’t want to know how many dandy’s runs I’ve ruined

I’m sick of people saying “*instert twisted* suffered the most” “no *insert twisted* suffered the most*”
          
          THEY ALL SUFFERED THERES NO SUFFERED THE MOST THEY ALL SUFFERED IN DIFFERENT WAYS

No one:
          
          Me: yay I finally have enough for Rodger *cutely buys rodger* 
          
          *performance goes down*
          
          I think I’ll stay as a Tisha main for now

“Jupiter is a failed star”
          NO IT ISNT, HAVE U EVER HEARD OF A BROWN DWARF

Oh to be a emo but also cutecore rat

Tw: vent
          
          
          I know, I vent here way too much but this is the only place I feel most comfortable venting. I feel like a toy to my parents. I hate being the lest favorite grandchild and niece/nephew. I hate how only 2 people call me the right name in my family and there not even my parents. I hate how I’m just a thing, just an artist. It’s not even my birthday and I’m getting gifts, yay u might think. Not when it’s something boring. Pencils and notebook(the notebook I find useful). Not even color pencils, lead pencils, im can’t see the difference between lead pencils. I hate it. They (my extended family) cant vody me for my 13th birthday but they expect us to go to somewhere in no where for cosions 2nd birthday. I hate my gran the most. She hates me, my mum, my little brother and my father y, because she wasn’t the first person my mother told that she(my mother) was pregnant. She’s almost killed me(by putting a lot of stress on my mother while she was pregnant with me). My parents keep trying to convince me to tell them what’s wrong but I’m keeping my walls up. I’m not letting them in. Age regression is starting to not work. I have this thing were I try to convince myself that I’m not something. I want it all to end

Update on my channel: they decided it can stay but a channel I decided to make which has no videos is removed but idc about that channel, it literally had no videos on it

New YouTube channel since YouTube hates me: @hydra_angymoon1