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@RoleMole mwahh ilyy <3 I'm so glad you liked the ending lmao, I kind of thought you'd kill me for it. But just you wait for my next book hehe (it's so cheesy and I'm already on chapter 8 mwahaha)

@-trinityx  I genuinely love how it’s played out and it’s amazing  thank you so much and just because one book ended doesn’t mean I’m not sticking around because not only was I obsessed with like the Chris angst but I am genuinely obsessed with how you write and portray things its actual real talent and I love it so of course I’ll be here for your next book and I’m so grateful for you doing this for me and thank you for writing I adore you so much and hope you get along well with writing your official book!!!

@RoleMole Stop you're so sweet ilysm. And it's not a problem for me to write here at all, I love yapping my ahh off.
            
            I planned to make it a total of 21 chapters, but I really couldn't write past 15. I'll say it again, but I may still be able to finish it over the next year if I suddenly get a spark of energy lmao.
            
            I feel like you deserve this, so I will try to detail what would've happened in each chapter. I hope it's not too much to read.
            
            - But in Chapter 16, Val would've come in and apologised, Chris would've forgiven her and would've been allowed out of the hospital and been pressured to attend therapy and rehab.
            - In Chapter 17 he would've run away from a therapy session to Val's house (in the rain to make it extra dramatic) and say he wanted to run away with her, making it official.
            - Chapter 18 they're on the run getting high in her dad's car which they stole, and disappear for a month straight.
            - Chapter 19 Val (un)fortunately overdoses while they're getting high one night and, although Chris tries his best to do CPR, it fails as he doesn't have any Narcan and is... yk... losing his mind. So he calls the cops saying there's a dead body in a car from a payphone and runs away.
            - Chapter 20 he arrives home and begs to be let back in. This scene was inspired by the part in The Basketball Diaries where Leo's character Jim is crying against the door for his mother. The Chapter would've ended with him in a rehab centre saying, "Hello. My name is Chris and I am an addict."
            - Chapter 21 would've been short as it was a reflection of his life and he finally feels at peace from his drug addiction (not to say there's a chance he wouldn't relapse). And his hands finally stopped shaking as he embraced his brothers :D
            
            Ik this is long so apologies lmao. But I feel like you most of all deserve all the little details of this story. Thank you again for supporting Lovers Rock! I absolutely adore you and hope you'll still stick around for my next book.

:0 I will still be at your door

I’d be at your door with flowers and chocolates 

I’ll be happy either way

Take your time with it! :)

Will be re reading it everytime i miss your book

OH NO 

noo :(

Just tell me you hate me and want to throw me over a bridge instead of making me cry on a Thursday 

Thank youuu, and that new chapter is absolutely gut wrenching, organ taking, knife in my throat typa good I love it but you also made me cry at 10am

@Shy1ee FRR I wish more people could feel it and see this!!!

@RoleMole OMG YOU FEEL IT TOO?!?!??!??!??!?! i thought maybe i was just getting paranoid. dang i wish i could reblog this more peeps need to see it.