Liz<3

I have a question for y’all. What brought you to me? Because I don’t feel like gaining 150 followers in a day is a normal phenomenon. Is it the comments? I’m curious. 

I can’t believe that I got so many new followers! This is crazy! I went from 10 to 77 overnight. Thank you! 

I’ve been going through all of the things on my reading lists recently, and I remember how I felt when I read them the first time. I remember wanting to have my future relationships to be like that. While rereading them I felt gross. First of all, the writing quality was bad, but it was more than that. I think the thought of being in a wlw relationship no longer appeals to me. I’m pretty sure I still like women, but I don’t think that I myself am a woman. I have this urge to appear as masculine as possible, but I don’t think I’m a dude either. 
          I think I’m agender. I don’t feel any attachment to any pronouns or any gender at all. I feel physically sick when I try to think of myself as a girl. 
          I like women, but I definitely don’t want to be a strait dude. I feel like shit! And that’s how I experience gender.
          Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

“Do all of my friends hate me? Or do I just need to go to sleep”
          -John Mulaney 

Thank you for the follow❤️

The song lyric that I find most relatable at the moment is from Bo Burnham’s “What’s Funny” and the lyric goes:
          “I hate my life and it hates me back”
          Thank you for coming to my Ted talk 

There’s this girl, and oh my god is she wonderful! I have had a crush on her for this whole year, and we have three classes together this semester. So, naturally, we became friends. She is absolutely amazing. We have the same sense of humor and she probably know more about me than a lot of people. She knows that I like her (I’m not very discreet lol), but I’m worried that we will drift apart during the summer. Next year, I’ll be leaving to go to the high school, but she’s an eighth grader, so she’ll stay at the middle school. This means that I have four weeks to make her fall for me. I’m stressed. I do have her phone number, but I don’t know… Thank you for coming to my Ted talk.

Can someone please tell me where all of this existential dread is coming from?

Some people write songs. Some people draw. Some people play sports. 
          I write smut.