I overheard my sister talking to a friend about my grandfather, and she says he has skin cancer, I don't know what part of his body has it, but she said "when the nurse asked him if he wanted them to bring him back if his heart starts to fail, and he said no, ", then she told me to go away politely.
I think I might be losing my grandfather soon, but I don't know how long he has, because he said he didn't want to be resuscitated if he started to die. How can he say that? I don't wanna lose my grandfather this soon, I'm still too young to lose him, and I really don't wanna lose him.
When he does, I don't know how I'll handle it, I feel like I might end up having a mental breakdown, and end up trying to kill myself, cause I don't know how to handle the death of a family member that is really close to me. Will you guys be there for me when it does happen? Cause I really don't wanna pass out from killing myself with sharp blades, and then wake up and find myself in a hospital bed the next morning.
