Hey DALKOM
I’ve been sitting here for a while, trying to find the right words. I’m scared of messing things up between us because I haven’t been the best friend lately. The truth is, my life’s been a real mess. I’ve been dealing with so much—my parents are super strict, always breathing down my neck about everything. My brother isn’t exactly supportive, and sometimes it feels like I’m carrying the weight of the world alone.
On top of that, there’s been this endless pile of work that just keeps growing. I’m constantly trying to keep up, and somewhere in all that chaos, I end up pulling away from the people who matter to me, like you. And I hate that. I hate that my shitty life and my own messed-up head make me feel like I’m a bad friend.
I want you to know that when I go silent, it’s never because I don’t care. I think about you a lot, and I miss our conversations and your presence. You’ve been a bright spot for me, and I don’t want to lose that. I’m scared, honestly—scared of losing another precious friend because of my own crap.
I’m sorry if it ever felt like I was taking you for granted or using you. I’m not. I’m just trying to survive over here, but I want to do better. I want to be better. If you’re still willing to stick around, I’d really love to hear from you and catch up. I miss our talks, I miss you, and I’m here if you’re still up for this friendship.
