Lilywritesbookssss
heyyyy girlyy idk if this is the right person but do u have quotevv??
Romione33
Romione33
Happy Easter!!!!!!
Romione33
Have any of ya'll watched Girl Meets World bc I love it!!
J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe
I'm so sorry!!! I actually genuinely thought I was following you!!!
My Wattpad glitched or smthg...
I feel so bad ...
Sorry again.
J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe
@Romione33 ✨ oooh I'll add ya rn! My Pinterest is: JEM_SophitzSokeefeDexiana Annnd my Quotev is: JEMSophitzSokeefeDexianaKoralie Srry IK they are so very long! Just added/followed you! Thx smmmm!
Romione33
@J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe It's totally fine. I do have Pinterest! It's RomioneHinnyScorose. Yours? I'm on Quotev too as Hermione Rubin and you?
Romione33
So idk if you all will care but...my best friend totally ditched me and doesn't care to talk to me anymore so yay.
J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe
@Romione33 why wouldn't we care? And that honestly that sucks... IK that feeling... From being besties to being the one reminding them we exist ... The next thing we realize is that we were placeholders... Or them just not as interested in keeping the bond intact... Feeling like you'll not ever find someone who is actually a Lifelong best friend... Yeah... Not so great. Me is always here for you (God above, not in a creepy way) Google Chats (when they work) it email.
Romione33
I might call 988; I'm not sure yet. My mental health is not the best right now everyone.
Romione33
Thank you..the friendship is unique right now. My grandmother and me had a rocky relationship. She was kind of emotionally abusive so yeah.
J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe
@Romione33 I'm glad to hear that. I understand that (lost mine in 2019, still sad and makes me and my sis cry) That is rlly rlly hard, I hope she's a better friend to you now, if not? Than she lost the chance to be friends with an amazing person as you... and that you get friends who actually care.. It is too much to bare, definitely agree
Romione33
It's a lot better. It was a weird time then. It was a year anniversary from my grandmothers death, I was being ignored by my 'friend' and it was too much/
Romione33
I'm not writing this because I want people to pity me; I just want people to why I am the way I am. Love you all.
Truthfully, the reason I'm depressed is this. I love my life; I love living. But I've been treated so poorly in my life, treated horribly by the people I thought were my friends, been ignored, made fun of, laughed at, talked about behind my back, felt replaceable, felt like people secretly don't like me, feel like no one really cares about hearing about my life, even my own family doesn't like me (other than my mom, dad, and maternal grandparents they care a lot about me and I love them.). I don't want to die, I don't self harm; I love God, and I know He will help me. I just want people to care about me; I feel alone, and I want to cry but I can't sometimes. I have a fear of failure, fear of being forgotten, fear of being ignored, and I've been emotionally and mentally abused by people I thought were my friends, but I will keep going and trusting in God. He will comfort me and I will love everyone no matter what they did to me.
I guess I'm just a dreamer, wishing for a fairytale ending. One day maybe it'll happen, I just got to take it one step at a time, one day at a time. Trusting in God; overcoming obstacles. Am I tired of being treated poorly, being ignored, feeling unimportant, yes, but I will keep fighting. I don't know if anyone will read this but I just need to vent. Do I get depressed, yes. Feel like I'm the 'replaceable one in a friendship', yes. Feel like people don't really like me, yes. But I'm luckier than most and I will keep going. Is it hard, yes, but life isn't easy. It kicks you down, beats you up, and doesn't care about how you feel, but it's the truth. Life is hard, it's a jerk, but it doesn't give up. I won't let it conquer me; I will survive. I won't give up and I always will stay a child inside. I want a boyfriend but he will come, I will never ever give up hope.
Romione33
Yes, we can! Between my old friend that I haven't talked to in 2 years talking to me again and teen rom-com in my life right now, I feel straight out of some comedy-fiction book lol.
J_KotLCSofitzSokeefe
@Romione33 that's AWESOME to hear! Hehe crazy is amazing! We all can use a little bit crazy in our lives!
RCBplaybold
@Romione33 Here's a pdf of Stellarlune if you want it (it's not a fake link, I promise) https://simonandschusterpublishing.com/downloadables/stellarlune-exclusive.pdf
Romione33
@RCBplaybold Thank you! I actually am reading the book right now, but I really appreciate it!
Romione33
Happy New Year Everyone!! May it be prosperous and wonderful!
Romione33
I just finished Legacy. Yay! But the book nearly killed me and I'm annoyed at Fitz, Sophie, Oralie, and Forkle. I feel like Sophie has double standards because she wouldn't mind ruining Bronte's councilor career but not Oralie's for the fact that she likes her better. Fitz is frustrating because he broke up with Sophie for a stupid reason. And Oralie is being extremely selfish. Plus, the fact that Keefe's now in "restful wakeness" and the only person I'm not annoyed at is Linh, Elwin, Ro, Sandor, Calla, Keefe, Dex, Grady and Edaline.
So, I totally can't wait to read the novella of Unlocked and not want to chuck it at the wall once I finish the guide part. I'm really concerned about my sanity.
Sorry about this, but I just really needed to rant.