Romione33

I shoulda seen it coming. But you drove it deeper...deeper in to my back. Stabbed me, and didn't look back. And I get blamed for what you did. You say I'm the problem, when you stabbed me straight through the heart.
          
          I thought you were my friend, but I shoulda seen it coming. Never has someone stayed by me. Ever, left over, shoved aside. I'm so tired. Goodbye, means that you're losing me for life. Sayonara, adios, on the flip side cherrio, arrivederci, au revoir.
          
          Goodbye.

Well, I'm stuck listening to my ex-friend go on about how much she misses her boyfriend, and all the while she backstabbed me, then "apologized", backstabbed me again, "apologized" again, backstabbed me yet again, and then says she hates her boyfriend.
          
          Well, now I say two things.
          Fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me.
          And
           Sayonara, adios, you're not bilingual but you should know goodbye means that you're losing me for life. arrivederci, au revoir, forgive my French but screw you tata.
          
          I'm so angry at her, but I'm trying to forgive and follow God.

heyyyy girlyy idk if this is the right person but do u have quotevv??

Happy Easter!!!!!!

Have any of ya'll watched Girl Meets World bc I love it!!

I'm so sorry!!! I actually genuinely thought I was following you!!! 
          My Wattpad glitched or smthg... 
          I feel so bad ... 
          Sorry again.

So idk if you all will care but...my best friend totally ditched me and doesn't care to talk to me anymore so yay.

I might call 988; I'm not sure yet. My mental health is not the best right now everyone.

I'm not writing this because I want people to pity me; I just want people to why I am the way I am. Love you all.
          Truthfully, the reason I'm depressed is this. I love my life; I love living. But I've been treated so poorly in my life, treated horribly by the people I thought were my friends, been ignored, made fun of, laughed at, talked about behind my back, felt replaceable, felt like people secretly don't like me, feel like no one really cares about hearing about my life, even my own family doesn't like me (other than my mom, dad, and maternal grandparents they care a lot about me and I love them.). I don't want to die, I don't self harm; I love God, and I know He will help me. I just want people to care about me; I feel alone, and I want to cry but I can't sometimes. I have a fear of failure, fear of being forgotten, fear of being ignored, and I've been emotionally and mentally abused by people I thought were my friends, but I will keep going and trusting in God. He will comfort me and I will love everyone no matter what they did to me.
          I guess I'm just a dreamer, wishing for a fairytale ending. One day maybe it'll happen, I just got to take it one step at a time, one day at a time. Trusting in God; overcoming obstacles. Am I tired of being treated poorly, being ignored, feeling unimportant, yes, but I will keep fighting. I don't know if anyone will read this but I just need to vent. Do I get depressed, yes. Feel like I'm the 'replaceable one in a friendship', yes. Feel like people don't really like me, yes. But I'm luckier than most and I will keep going. Is it hard, yes, but life isn't easy. It kicks you down, beats you up, and doesn't care about how you feel, but it's the truth. Life is hard, it's a jerk, but it doesn't give up. I won't let it conquer me; I will survive. I won't give up and I always will stay a child inside. I want a boyfriend but he will come, I will never ever give up hope.

@Romione33
          Here's a pdf of Stellarlune if you want it (it's not a fake link, I promise)
          
          https://simonandschusterpublishing.com/downloadables/stellarlune-exclusive.pdf