Ok, here is one thing I need to just say ok? I am sorry if whatever I say hurts you in anyway, and if it does, don't take it personal, unless I say it pointingly and most times I won't... I really don't want to hurt anyone unless you deserve it and I try my hardest to think about other people and what they could be going through before I say or write something, and honest to god wished others would to! I mean, how many people come to me and tell me stuff like I am weird and I am to loud and I need to shut up and stop singing and that I need to stop quoting things and stuff like that? So many I can't even begin to tell you! Maybe, just maybe, that is how I stop myself from bursting out into a million tiny shatters because I'm being held by a tiny thread. Maybe this is how I fix that and make it through another day, how I breath. I want you to know that I am sorry if I hurt you in anyway, and I want others to understand that the way I handle things aren't the way others might, but its what it is so please just let it be! Even though no one I am speaking about will read this post, oh well.... Thanks if you read this all!