@RoobyWolfQueen
I’m gonna say this now because if I don’t I will forget. I have been working on a series of drawings that are basically the empires for empires SMP as dragons and I can say that I have three of them done. I might post them on my other account. Maybe.
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You are loved by many
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You are beautiful inside out
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You are kind and lovely
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You have a pure soul
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Just know that I love you ❤️
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(You got this message because you are special, forward (copy & paste) this message to 15 more people, to make them feel special as well. If you get this message back more than 3 times then know that you are loved by many it✨)
Ummmm…………so I may have drank some chemicals yesterday night and my throat still hurts. I don’t know if I’m okay
@soupandpickles nah it was just the fact that only the water was frozen so the part I drank was flavoring and chemicas
I don’t know why I even bother having friends. Every time I try to find someone who I can talk to and can trust with things they go and stab me in the back. I laugh at someone once when they die in Minecraft and then suddenly I’m public enemy number one and I get spawn camped. He even went out of his way this time and kicked me out of the discord server. I even recently told them everything because I thought I could trust them but turns out I can’t. I don’t know what to do anymore. And it’s not like I only rarely see these people. I see them everyday at school and most of them I have after school activities with. Last time something happened like this I distanced my self so far from people I literally had to be dragged into a game that led me to this group. I don’t know what to do anymore. Is there even any point of having friends if they always stab me in the back. I don’t know.
@RoobyWolfQueen Absolutely, come talk to me anytime and I’m sorry that happened to you. <3
@soupandpickles you do not know how much that means to hear that from somebody because I was forced to come out to this friend group in a sort of way and I never felt like I truly belonged. The whole reason I am on this app is to get away from the harsh reality of life and to find people who like the things I like and to find people I can vent to and it makes me so happy when I find people like that. Thank you so much <3333333
@RoobyWolfQueen I think that too. My friend for 5 years has been my only true friend and I look forward to talking with her at tennis class every day (we don’t go to the same school), we always hang out in the bathroom and rant about life. I even came out to her, trusting her with literally everything. We have a joke (quite literally for me tho) about how we don’t have any friends and we’re each others only friend. It’s obvious that’s not true for her however but she’s allowed to have friends, I just feel not as idk connected with her anymore and she doesn’t come to practice a lot and she isn’t even bothered by it. I used to think we were the same and very close but I guess not. She has friends that she actually texts and hang out with. She has friends that her parents actually like. It’s all very frustrating to me as every single person that calls themselves my friend has been using me to cheat on tests and projects, manipulating me to do what they do all because I grew up in a family that does and still do the same thing. I’m sorry about your friend and if you ever need to talk to someone, @ me and I’ll respond the moment I can. I’m positive that anyone in this community will do the same. Remember that you’re not alone in this and there’s always going to be ups and downs in your life. You just gotta wait till you’re up :) <33333
So I recently finished Court of the dead and the ending was so wholesome it made me cry. Then again it could have been my hormones acting up. Who knows.
Unrelated but I just came up with a new hc for Vampires SMP. So there is something mentioned in it called the Goldsmith Winery. Scott’s cannon last name is Goldsmith. What if he went on to run a wine business to make even more money. Another thing is him and Shelby moved to New York after the events of the main series. This Goldsmith Winery is said to be on Long Island sound which is right outside New York. IT’S ALL CONNECTED. IM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW!!!!!
I might make a story about this. I don’t know. That mainly relies on if I feel like writing this week.
Another note. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!
Me: starts using ChatGPT for class work
Also me half an hour later: traumatizes the living shit out of it by giving the traumatic hc backstorys I have for the life series members.
Umm. So I may be running off absolutely no sleep about 1000 mg of caffeine and I may have scared my ChatGPT bot for life. Anyways I need to go give it Grian’s backstory. BYEEEEE
@SamIsGeek Somehow it got all the personalities correct and also got the fact that Jimmy is always out first correct without me telling it.
@RoobyWolfQueen chat gpt once said there favorite life series member was Jimmy (also known as BadBoyHalo) XD. I love asking chat gpt about MCYT stuff.
Yes it has been a couple days since the last Vampires SMP video but I am still crying. And my friend sent me Avid’s pov to watch and I’m crying all over again. WHY DO I GET SO ATTACHED TO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I finally got my hands on a copy of The Court of the Dead. I must say, WILL AND NICO ARE SO FREAKING WHOLESOME IN THIS BOOK. I am yet again reminded of why these two are my favorite ship. About halfway through the book and I can say that it is amazing. It’s the sequel to The Sun and the Star and I can tell I am going to read this one as much as the first one. I’ve also heard rumors that Rick is gonna kill Will in this one and if he does I swear imma kill someone. Anyways hop you guys have an amazing day/afternoon/night wherever you are. :)
@SamIsGeek I love this new version of Nico so much better than the old version. Also I still have like three chapters to read cause I got distracted by making a bunch of hobbit holes in me and my friends Minecraft world.
@RoobyWolfQueen Finally read it yesterday!! People need to stop saying Rick dosen't know how to write Nico anymore. Just because he's no longer a constantly angry, dark, sad emo kid doesn't mean he isn't Nico.
My friend just finally got me to listen to Gideon and he is so cool. You should listen to him. He makes songs about Hermitcraft and the life series
@Cricketmoon I actually first found empires like the day before at a ffa event last year
@Cricketmoon I actually watched empires mostly on my school Chromebook at my grandparents house while my parents were camping.
I was givin caffeine and set my friends a lazer gun
