RoryFictoPan

HEY BITCHES IM BACK! Now with more depression and PTSD all while bdd go brr my notifications has reached so far that I have scrolled for fifteen minutes and still haven't seen a familiar one so hi, new followers I have no clue what I'm doing but I've been running on thirteen cups of coffee with my big glass mug and having lack of sleep for like, a week maybe? WHOO SOMEBODY KILL ME NOW SO I CAN FUCKING FIGHT GOD fun fact due to lack of sleep your brain slowly eats itself to make up for lost energy so no I'm not okay thanks for checking in I'm ✨ still a piece of garbage ✨

So. I haven't been on recently. The app in general. My depression is getting the better of me so i shall take a break. See y'all when the feelies stop bouncin around.

I'm just so fucking pissed rn. Excuse my language but its 11:02 and i went to plug in my phone to go to bed, and it isn't there. I have been searching since 10: 35. And, all my shit is thrown out and ruined. And you might be thinking, "Oh you got strict parents they must think you have something to hide!" No. I share a room with my 3 sisters. A 6 year old, and two 2 year olds. We re-renovated our room not to long ago, so my bed isn't high off the ground and my shelves and things aren't there. I have my stuff in totes next to my bed. THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO OPEN THEM BESIDES ME AND OLDER, IS THE 6 YEAR OLD! AND THE ONLY ONES WHO DIG INTO SHIT, ARE THE 2 YEAR OLDS!! That, and they trash the room within seconds. There is at least 8 inches thick of random toys and trash and clothes and shit off the ground. My shit is gone and it will never be fucking found and when my little sisters wake since they like to snuggle in my bed, I'm PHYSICALLY KICKING THEM INTO THE 8 INCHES OF THEIR SHIT gently of course. And then I'm gonna sit over them like a hawk until they clean every last toy from this fucking floor and find my shit. I know exactly what i lost, and exactly how many there were. These little bitches better not try me because I'm about to release the pent up anger from them adding onto it, i already have lost my patience from my trauma but them? This ain't gonna fucking fly. Sorry, vent.

I just cleared up my notifications and omfg I had a lot. My phone has been took so the second chapter will be out ranging from late tonight, to even in a week. Not sure, just stay tuned bc I'm working on it! Almost done honestly so maybe late tonight. Sorry it's crap tho, I'm a new writer, kinda.

Okay, I finished chapter one in main love interest's pov and it's 4:16 am. Please send feedback and whatnot, ik it's trash but that's bc I'm so tired. I've been blinking rapidly for some reason and my eyes burn. I'm goin to bed.

Last time im gonna be on here because I might write. Read the one below please. 

I will not be getting notifications on my RoryFictoPan account at the moment since I am on this one. I have an idea for some writing, but I kinda want an opinion. I have my own characters and their own world, and I'm really good with self inserts so... Should I do that? It was called Lonely-ish but I abandoned putting it on TikTok so I have a bunch of comic scraps. Using those I could make a reader insert, and let's say you would have a lot of characters to choose from  should I do this? Because I can't get into the mood for any of the fandoms I have been reading, and it's really annoying. This could get me back in the mood for those, too! I need y'all to choose. Sorry this was long!

This is the account if you don't find it, or just don't want to look (to be honest I am super lazy and ik some of y'all are too so here ya go )

I have another account that I actually am considering writing on. I mean, that IS what I made it for. It's @RoryWriter-   but if you search it without the @ then it's the only one with a dash. I put some unedited art as the PFP. Thx, I need some feedback.