Rose Quill

I'm not in love with Lyutsifer Safin. I'm not in love with Lyutsifer Safin. I'm not in love with Lyutsifer Safin. I'm not in love with Lyutsifer Safin....help

I'm watching The Great on HULU, and why do I have a crush on Orlo? 

Ayyyeee, I'm about to get angsty up in here. But it's cause I don't know any of you so no one can judge me  My uni made a group chat for all the international students (which I am), and everyone was following everyone's Instagram accounts except a couple of dudes didn't follow me but they followed the others - and now I'm mentally overthinking in debate if it's just cause they overlooked me OR I'm like some horrible little troll person that everyone hates and they purposefully are avoiding me? Which has put me in a complete spiral of if I'll fit into Uni once September starts? In high school, I was always the weird quiet kid that didn't quite fit in, and I was hoping Uni would be different but already I'm not so sure. The logical side of my brain is telling me to chill, that it doesn't even matter one way or another. But my emotional side is going haywire panicking that people already think I'm weird. Also, I'm a nerd. On here I can talk to other Trekkies and star wars fans and it feels good cause I feel like even if we haven't met, we'll probably all fit together. But in the real world, I don't know how to fit in. It makes me literally feel like Data trying to figure out how to act human....Just please, please let there be some nerds in my Uni class that I can make friends with so I have a little corner of the world to escape into with....Maybe I'm just having a bad day today?

Guys, why am I literally in love with Luke Skywalker? I'm 21 years old dammit, I should be past this -_-

Another quick announcement cause I forgot to announce it in the last one, which I did literally 2 minutes ago...
          I updated all my story covers, so if you're looking for them - they look different (same titles, descriptions, and story though)
          
          My other announcement is for my Gorillaz fanz...I'm just really not in the Gorillaz fandom anymore (I still love them) but this is why the delay is so much. HOWEVER, I am still planning on finishing "My Bitter Pill" and there are roughly 3 chapters left, and they are actually drafted I just need to finish them and release them. Besides I lost momentum, they might seem a little rushed or not exactly what ya'll were hoping for but they will be there, and that story will have an ending...sorta ;P

Huh, I guess my last few announcements never got posted? 
          I guess all I really wanted to say was that in the past like 6 months I got really into Star Wars and now I have a Luke Skywalker story out (it's part of a series and the next will be Din Djarin) anyway! I'm going to start working on my Star Trek stories again soon too <3

*boop* 
          You have been booped! 
          now you must go to 20 wattpaders, May they be your best friends, fav authors, just super nice and supportive followers who are just plain cool! 
          Go boop them! 

Alright, listen up my bois!
           It has been like a year since my last update letting you know I'm not updating. The waters have changed and I'm going to update for ya'll. With college out for the summer (or more like I forgot to sign up for class, oops) I have plenty of time and I'm going to update and finish both "My Bitter Pill" as well as "He's My Collar", I can't promise they will continue for much longer because it has been a couple of years since I last worked on them and it's awkward to pick up a story after that long. But I will wrap them up cause I know how irritating it is when you enjoy a story and there's no end! I am also working right now on some Star Trek fics cause I've sort of drifted into the Star Trek fandom over quarantine, lol. And then after I finish I will post some random other writings, who knows...there might even be a sequel to the God-forsaken Gollum smut I once wrote, because, you know,  just to keep morals up during these dire times. All in all, *Austin Powers voice*, I'm back baby!!

I keep posting that I'm going to update but then I forgot to update :( Gotta be honest I don't know if I will update. I feel like I've sorta lost steam  with the old stories I started. I still listen to Gorillaz almost every day but my head isn't in that world anymore, its not new and shiny anymore. I'm so used to it that it feels like my old comfortable home where I spend my time, but my head can't help but search for a new world to make up and explore. I don't know if that makes sense? It's just kind of hard to be in the Gorillaz world for too long when there are so many out there. That being said I ALWAYS do come back to Gorillaz at the end of the day, I just need to explore besides I've been here for over four years.  I tried updating but my writing style has changed so much that it just seemed like a jarring jump. Sorry for such an off the road rant but I want to keep writing I'm just not sure I will finish my Gorillaz stories unless someone wants me to.  I've played with the idea of an X-men story  maybe Wolverine x reader? Idk any thoughts? xoxo

Ciao! So here's the deal. I actually suck at updating, like I say I'll do it, then I don't. But while I was away I did a few things, I trekked 200 miles from Assisi to Rome. I graduated from high school. And also...*drum roll* ...I wrote an entire, full-sized chapter book about Nikola Tesla and Frankenstein. It's going through editing right now but the plan is to have it published at the end of this year, beginning of next. Like proper paperback publishing. I couldn't have done it without the skills I got from Wattpad and I want to thank you all for encouraging me to keep writing. I think now that I'm done with school and going into college the path of a writer is my calling and It's all thanks to you and Gorillaz. My writing style has changed a lot since I was last here (hopefully for the better because re-reading my old fan-fics it was def a bit hard to understand). Anyways, my surprise to you is that I'm going to finish ALL the books I had started before on here in the next week or two. And afterwards, I'll keep writing new stories. It's good practice and I love being part of this community of readers and writers. Thank you, I love you all!  XXX