Lena

I am almost done with school for this year ^.^ 
          
          I want to write a story this summer, but we will see if I actually do so. I can't stick on  doing anything, also my computer is kinda stupid when I try to use it.

Somewhere within the last thirty minutes my description was deleted  *-*
          Now I have to re-write it but it's not coming out how I want it to, ugh.

I changed my mind. I am going to start off with a cliche story then write a story with a lot of meaning. I might also write a FanFic.

Which story would you guys be interested in first- this is not a promise that I will update regularly and only stick to one story, but it's a start:
          
          Flixotogma- Where two people meet on an online video game
          
          Years- They grew up together and had feelings, now years later they meet up again (Has an alternative reality version I will be writing on the side). 
          
          False Accusations- In which lies ruin his life (Might have an alternative reality of the other side of the story).
          
          
          Little descriptions that don't do the stories justice, but get there. Please vote. I might upload the first chapter to each and then you guys can decide then? Let me know please.

After my exams are done I am hyped to share this story with you guys- and I am also writing an alternative reality  to this story on the side to publish later.
          
          But I am LOVING them, and I feel like you guys will too-hopefully.

I wish Wattpad also had the offer to watch three videos a day on desktop for coins.

What do I have to lose if I publish a story?
          
          Absolutely nothing.
          
          But I want to write some of it before I publish it. I just hope I am able to tell it how I intend to.

My mental health isn't in a good place right now. 
          
          I've noticed whenever I'm around my family for too long or I spend too much time with them I get depressed really bad. Especially whenever my stepmom is home. I just have been feeling so numb in the past days, yet so angry and sad. I've thought about cutting, again, but I don't want to ruin the progress. But by not cutting I have been pinching or not eating. I have no one I want to talk or can talk to because I have no reason(s) to feel this way and I can't get professional help because then we would be suffering with money even more and they would probably talk to my parents about everything that I tell them. It's not really confidential I think. 
          
          I guess 308 days till I'm somewhat free.
          
          Sorry for ranting y'all. I just needed to get it off my chest.

I am thinking of writing a book, but I'm scared to post it if I do.

I am scared of spiders and it's spring and I hate spiders. I can't even kill them or sleep if I know they are in the room with me