RoseWolfStudios

I've taken down a lot of my previous stories and kept up the most successful ones. Sorry for the inconvenience!

RoseWolfStudios

I need to dump my thoughts so here is my mental dump. ENJOY! 
          
          DOES ANYONE ELSE FEEL LIKE THEY ABSOLUTELY HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THEY WANT TO DO WITH THEIR LIVES?! PLEASE! 
          ~Half of me walks to achieve great amazing things in life and study and be so absolutely smart... go to Yale and study English to read for a major! LIVE MY DARK ACADEMIA LOVING LIFE! FALL IN LOVE WITH A PERSON I MEET IN THE LIBRARY WHILE THEY APPROACH ME SAYING THEY LOVE THE BOOK IM CURRENTLY READING!
          ~Another part wants to just be a ski bum and live my life as a happy little hippy... spiritually aware, calm, and perfectly content with life.
          ~Another half wants to party till I drop.
          ~ANOTHERRR half wants to go to college and go to med school and become successful and helpful. Saving and helping people... finding a purpose in the magic that is my hands and what they can do and how they can heal! But would this be by becoming a doctor of something... a surgeon?... PA... NP?! I SIMPLY DON'T KNOW!
          ~And lastly another side would like to become a lawyer so I can assert what little DOMINANCE I have and be a bad bish and this is limited by my fear to be in front of an entire court. 
          
          OH! and to add to my predicament DO I WANT A LITTLE FARM OR A BEAUTIFUL APARTMENT/LOFT?! A FAMILY OR A HAPPY LIFE WITH ME AND JUST MY PARTNER! 
          
          I am at a loss for the direction my life needs to go. 
          COMMENTS ARE WELCOME! AND NEEDED!

RoseWolfStudios

am I having an existential crisis right now?! IDK
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