I feel like this is not something anyone else needs to know but I just remembered something that means so much to me. My dream. To become a k-pop idol. I've been training hard every single day so that I might have a chance to join JYP. My parents don't know and that scares me the most. I want their support but i'm scared. I'm really scared because I feel like if I tell them, that they won't say yes to try or they will think this is a phase that will end. I don't want this to be like that. I made a promise to my deceased dog, Scarlett and my dead grand dad. I'm not giving up on that promise. I want to prove, to show them I can go so much higher. Stray kids have been my idols since I was thirteen and they have been some of the only people to show me that believing in yourself is the best thing that can ever happen to you and that there will always be people there to pick you up when you are at your lowest points. I love them for showing me what it means to love yourself and that you should never give up on a dream that you are willing to sacrifice so much for. I didn't mean for it to get so emotional but i feel like this is my safe place and that nothing can hurt me. Thank you for making me feel like I can tell you anything.🥹I promise to keep fighting!!!!
