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OK!!! THE PROPER CHAPTER FOR MY MASK IS SLOWLY SLIPPING HAS BEEN UPDATED!!!!

Not me gaslighting and tricking myself into writing again. Love you my lovelies   

Hello my lovelies ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          Guess who dragged herself out of her pit of misery!!! 
          
          Go on guess
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          Me!!!!!!!!!
          
          Ive spent the last few hours writing and will hopefully have chapters uploaded soon! 
          
          Now this is a very important question to my readers and honestly I can not find the answer but I have a feeling and I don't know if I should trust it. 
          
          DID I KILL GEDWIG IN MY MASK IS SLOWLY SLIPPING!? FOR THE LIFE OF ME I CAN NOT REMEMBER!? AND I SWEAR I DID BUT IM READING IT OVER AND I DONT KNOW IF I DID SO ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED!!!!! 

Have you ever felt like such a failure that you can't even find the motivation to do things you love?.
          Recently, I've been feeling disassociated most of the time , suddenly hours have passed and I've done so much of the mundane chores but I still feel like I've done nothing and everythime I sit down to write, I just stare at it and nothing comes to mind or God forbid I write a chapter and as I read over it it just doesn't go so I rewrite it (or at least try to) and then do it again and again. I feel like such a shitty author cause I can't produce any of my fanfics nor any of the books I wanna physically publish and get paid for, and then I'm drowning in my sea of failure yet again, I can't even draw properly and I love to draw!!!. I find peace in reading but I get so invested and hyperfixtated in it that I forget that I'm not in thereunder then it's like I was hit with the goddamn night bus from Harry Potter at full speed. The other day I swear I had conducted this amazing fluffy one-shot to get my mojo back but It turns out I was typing gibberish (like literally:hdhdujxvagkans) so I tried to retype it properly and it ended up being typed in really broken French. My brain was not braining, so I left it and know I don't even remember what I attempted to write . There's so much pressure from everywhere and I hate that I can't fix it and just wanna leave and then I feel like such an ass for even imagining leaving my family so I'm stuck in some sort of circle of misery,  any suggestions would help thanks for reading!!!! Promise to upload as soon as possible!!!!
          

I hope you're okay Good luck with your life Can't wait for your updates

Hi!! I have a question!! Can you please update on the 12th?? It's my birthday and I know my family WILL forget or make it about theirselves (like they have for the past 21 years) so, it would be the BEST present ever!! If you can't; I fully understand!! You're busy and I'm apart of your life!! I just thought I would ask!! 

Hey girl I can only pray for you but I miss you.

Hi guys, I turned 18 recently, and my parents always made it clear that I have exactly one month from my 18th birthday to either move out or start paying rent, idk if I got into any college yet and if I did its nowhere near my house. I'd have to move in with my grandfather, and I'm not comfortable spending an hour alone with him, let alone the next 4 years, and I can't take my dogs with me then either. So I really need to buy a house. The problem is I can't have a job atm cause I'm babysitting my siblings and helping out at home almost 24/7. So, as the desperate newly formed adult, I am I started a gofundme and would really appreciate it if you could donate or spread the word. I know it's a lot to ask for, but I'm literally on my last legs.
          
          https://www.gofundme.com/f/me-buy-a-housepay-off-uni-and-my-parents-debt?utm_source=customer&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet-first-launch 
          
          My life feels like it's falling to shambles, and I really need a win. Thanks for reading this❤️

Hey GUYS!!!!
          you all have the right to be mad at me, but i only just graduated, yet i still have exams to do(I don't get it either), my last exam is on the 20th of june if i can ill upload a few chapters between then and now but i will definitely post 21st of june!!!, love you all!!!
          
          also omfg i have 135 followers, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I HAVE 129 FOLLOWERS!!!! THANL YOU GUYS!!!!