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When tf can I stop being quiet and getting pulled into shit? This is why I stay quiet, whenever I even talk people bring the truth out of me and add more fire to the flame. Can I just be left alone and feel safe for once? I can't believe I'm getting dragged into others problems when I already have my own problems, I know I'm not the only facing this type of situation but I'm fucking done with all this bullshit and want to escape from it all. I may seem sweet and nice but I can be fucking done with being dragged around and getting hurt for no reason, I keep lying to balance the situation yet only get myself hurt for others. Call me selfish for only thinking about myself but this is all I need to let out.
I'm fucking done with helping others to distract myself from my own torn out heart, can a black heart only turn more black? Because right now mine is, I've lost most emotions because of this, because of how caring I used to be. It might be fun helping others but you'll only get yourself hurt in the end.