✨Lurik King✨

haiii !!! so i saw a hot minute ago that you cant respond to comments on tumblr,,, and i just recently got the login back onto my Wattpad,,,
          i wanted to say i love your art !!! and stories !!! you're very talented and im glad someone else can feed the lurik/poth fandom (: !!!
          also congrats on graduating !!!!!

So…
           
          I just graduated high school, and as a grad gift from my parents, they’re buying me a laptop (because my old one broke years ago), so HOPEFULLY (I make no promises, my motivation to write comes and goes so unpredictably) I will start update my stories more.
          
          Most likely will post at least one chapter this summer, that I can pretty much guarantee lol

Not me considering making a Poth x HEARTSTOPPER book even tho I’ve barely updated the Lurik book I’ve had for 2 years-

Ok, so just so everyone knows, I’m not dead-
          
          I know it’s been about a year since I’ve posted, but I promise I have been working on stuff, I just have, like, 20,000 words spread out between like 5 or 6 different oneshots/chapters and I haven’t gotten around to finishing any of them-
          
          What will most likely end up happening is Ill probably finish about 3 or 4 of them and just post them all at the same time-
          
          I’m gonna get you guys content soon, I’m just an unmotivated, depressed and dysphoric teenager trying their best, I’m sorry- 
          
          

So I guess I have a YouTube channel now...
          
          So, uh, I made a Lurik GCMM for fun, and I wanted to post about it on my art book, but Wattpad will only let you post video’s from YouTube (at least on my phone), so I may or may not have just uploaded it to YouTube...
          
          Also, if anyone could tell me how to turn on comments on YouTube, that’d be much appreciated-

God, sorry the next chapter in my Lurik NSFW book is taking so long. I’ve been working on it almost every day, but I only have, like 1,800 words, which is kinda lame. I only have the smut left to write though, I think, so hopefully I’ll have it done by next week.
          
          Thanks for your patience and sorry again for the wait!

Working on a Christmas themed one-shot, as well as the art requests and a Crossmare and Kreme drawing for Nightmare and Dream’s Birthday.
          
          God, plus putting up the Christmas decorations, school work, and chores, I got a lot of shit to do. Well, nothing to it but to do it, I suppose.
          
          :P

I just wanted to say, thank y’all so much for the support on my last post, it really meant a lot to me, since I was really hurt by her, but I’ve taken steps to cut ties from and avoid her. 
          
          You guys honestly mean the world to me and I really appreciate y’all being here even though I’m a shitty writer and artist who has no motivation to post ever.
          
          I really do mean it when I say I love you guys!❤️

So, uh, my girlfriend, who I dated before but broke up with cause we agreed that we made better friends, told me that she asked out and was now dating two other girls (who were already in a relationship) and said she wanted to date all of us.
          
          I don’t know what to do now and I honestly wanna cry. 
          
          What should I do.......?

God, why is inspiration such a fucking toxic friend?
          
          Like, it just comes and goes with out asking, it takes up a bunch of your time when it’s inconvenient but is never around when you need it, you constantly try to appease it only for it to spit in your face, and it refuses to do anything besides things it loves.
          
          I shit you not, the only kind of stories I have any sort of inspiration to write is Poth and Fell!Poth now, and before I can even come close to finishing a story about one, I get motivation to do a different one. 
          
          Like, bitch, can we finish what we start before moving on?!?!?
          
          A prime example of this is that I stated writing a one-shot about Rurik and Lotus inspired by r/suddenlygay, and now I wanna do a story to An Unhealthy Obsession for them!
          
          Someone help!! TwT