Toby tries.
He tries to be good.
To be sweet. Normal. Patient.
But you—
Oh, you just keep testing him, don’t you?
Wearing that little apron, spinning around the kitchen like some kind of dream. Like you’re not making his hands shake. Like he’s not standing there imagining what your whimpers sound like when no one’s around to hear.
“Be good, Toby. Be good, Toby. Smile, nod, say thank you for the brownies—”
They smell like vanilla and sin.
You think he doesn’t notice?
You think he doesn’t feel it?
That heat crawling up the back of his neck when you lean over the counter, all soft and trusting?
And your friends. Ohhh, your friends.
So smug. So sweet. So fake.
Whispering behind your back, smiling to your face.
Calling you “crazy” when you know something’s wrong.
They don’t deserve you.
They never did.
But Toby?
Toby listens.
Toby believes you.
Toby would tear them apart for you. Limb by goddamn limb if it made you smile again.
“I’ll be good, baby,” he mutters, knuckles white. “I’ll be good, I promise, just keep looking at me like that.”
And if someone else lays a hand on you—
If someone else makes you cry—
Oh, they’ll see what good really looks like.