Rosepetals28

I swear the universe hates all of us

Rosepetals28

I apologize for no updates. I apologize for being overly quiet. I apologize for being rude. 
          I'm still trying to update but I'm getting writers block and every time I start on something I lose interest. I will try. TRY. But with school coming to an end soon, trying to keep my grades up, health and family problems it's hard. Give me a break...we'll you have so thanks. 
          
          Thank you for still staying..with me..

Rosepetals28

I think my mind is getting darker. I don't know how to feel about that. Jeeez...ugh

ShiftChanger

@Rosepetals28 yuup mixed feelings indeed meh friend i have no idea what im doing anymore heh 
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Rosepetals28

@ShiftChanger yeah..........I don't know what's happening.....I have mixed feelings about this
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ShiftChanger

@Rosepetals28 I think i can agree with you on that meh special friend...oi it's all over the place i tell yah...
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Rosepetals28

I know that I'm broken I know that I'm a mess.
          You hang around, you tell me this. All this pressure is a miss. 
          My stomachs turning. My heart is burning. I'm still just learning.
          I can't stop it, I don't like it, why don't you stop it.
          My mind is buzzing. My chest is crushed. I try but my mind says it's a bluff. 
          Why won't you leave me alone. Would you stop changing me now, can't you see that I'm screaming.
          Shut up. Grow up. Don't do that. You need to focus. Stop over thinking . What the hell were you thinking.
          It might not be you, but my mind is imperfect. I'm sorry for what I do why am I making this. Stop saying this. I'm in a hole and your just pushing me down. Your grin makes me sick. You laugh makes me shuttered. Your words make my eyes burn. And trying but I'm imperfect, I'm broken and I know I'm learning. This pressure fallowed by anxiety, depression weighing down on me. I am trying just stop fighting me, stop changing me. I know it's me.

Rosepetals28

It's not a song. It's...like...kinda a mix of songs plus my own words
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