Rosa

Did I completely forget that this app existed for the past several months? Yes I did...

I just heard one of my younger brothers say "hey, are you my sleep paralysis demon?" to one of my other younger brothers, and I don't know how to respond to that ...

When your teacher asks you a question about your cat, and you realize (after you respond to her) that you had the perfect chance to make a Dear Evan Hansen reference and you didn't take it.

Today I closed the book on a very long chapter of my life. And a week from tomorrow, I'll be starting a new chapter and adventure. There's a lot I could say about the past 4 years of my life, let alone the past 13, but I'll try to keep this short. High school was rough. There were some good days, but there were definitely a lot of bad days. There were days when I didn't know if I was gonna make it to the next week, let alone my graduation. But I did it! I actually made it! And I'm still healing from the scars (physical and emotional) of the past few years, but I'm ready to see what the future holds... Even if it completely terrifies me. Thank you to the people on this app who helped me get through these past couple of years. You know who you are. I don't think I could have done this without you. So, here is me officially saying thank you and that I appreciate you! 
          And to everyone else who happens to follow me and who will maybe read this, y'all are amazing, and I'll probably won't post anything here again until college in a week. <3

Should I start writing some short stories based on songs? Because there have been a couple of songs I've listened to and thought "I could write a short story based on this" and then I don't. But I think it would be a cool little idea. What do y'all think? If I decide to do it, feel free to leave me song recommendations.

I don't know if it's the stormy weather that has persisted for the past week, or the book I'm reading, or just a mental thing, but something has put a damper on my mood and has put me in a state of alternating moods of numbness and sadness.....

I just attempted to make my first hollandaise sauce for eggs Benedict and while I completely failed at making poached eggs, the hollandaise sauce came out really good! Like, I'm genuinely shocked it didn't split or turn out badly!

That moment when you realize that your last day of school is in 5 days, your graduation and first day of college are in a week, and your 18th birthday is in 3 months... Can someone tell me what happened to my childhood and how in the world did I end up being a legal adult in less than 3 months? Time seriously needs to slow down. I'm not prepared for this!

I don't know what has led me to this point, but I'm currently crying over ship (as in relationship, not the boat) videos at 1 in the morning...

I somehow managed to stay up till 4 am watching YouTube. I should probably go to bed so that I can be a functioning human being at a reasonable time in the morning.... I'm not going to because for some reason my house alarm just went off and I'm too scared to go to sleep and because I just found an hour long video that I want to watch before I forget it exists.