Rotkraut_Shipper
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atp life is just so depressing that I want to laugh it out because crying ain't it.
my mother send over her friend who gave me an akward talk on being trans - she wouldn't let me gaur. told them multiple times that I'm trans just as they're cis. they. didn't get it.
my friend being sick I feel lonely, not only in school but at home as well. I feel left out and even tho I started to low-key accept myself lately, all of my positivity is shattering rn. I feel really empty, and as I sit in my room listening to Mad Tsai I plot my Death.
A sign of me getting worse is always the things I write just getting darker, the media I consume getting more and more sad. There are three people that I feel like are my home, and ones even so close to me, in their presence and their home I feel more accepted than by my own self. Love might help me pass trough sad times this time, or it might not. Spring is coming, and being able to meet my best friend again and seeing stray kids I hope new feelings rise.
I still feel like life is a losing game, however, I will still try to see the good things crawling towards the end of this dark tunnel. There might be a train coming - or there is an exit yet to be reached.
(turned. out to be more positive than I feel, only with 3 mentions of me wanting to unalive myself. lol.)
"I still fucking miss you" - I don't forgive you - Isabel la rosa
currently playing the playlist "us"!
can't remember to forget you - Shakira
Rotkraut_Shipper
@GoldenFox327- I DINT KNOW? Some people get it tho, they just think they no bettah [they don‘t] - thanxx :)
GoldenFox327-
When people dont get that being trans is a real thing
LIKE BRO JUST ACCEPT IT. THATS NO HARD ISNT IT?
I hope it gets better like everything
