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my wp lowk a grave, gonna be deleting a few stories, contemplating MTM but yh,

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from what ik a fan, mina, ray she rest in piece, gave sunoo flowers to give niki or smth- and riki is being cyber bullied- but the sme ppl bullying him bullied mina into a permanent vacation (i dont wanna say the word). Idk the details i js saw hella posts online abt it- and sorta just built context off of them- if im wrong do tell me- 
          
          from what im getting is, engenes have gotten worse- and enhypen is becoming hard to enjoy w their music their upcoming album w the fun lil ads with websites- its gettin hard to enjoy bc why tf is alm everyone so fucking parasocial. fuck is goin on? honestly think ts my last straw w kpop- no ones fun anymore, everyone is just on a battlefield for FUCKING MEN WHO SUCK BTW FOR ALL WE KNOW THESE MEN CLD BE JS AS BAD AS ASSHOLES WE SEE ON THE DAILY.

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@sunnylya its hard to enjoy something thats meant to be wholesome smth u can build a communityout of, when that little, niche community becomes viscious, I cant believe it. Even if she was "disrespectful" of all the many issues going on in the world, calling her out wlda been fine- not death threats amd toxicity  but even in this girls last moments, they were still vile its so damn sad. And Now thwyre targetting niki for what they did-
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@RowRetro yeah :/ and also , i don't understand ppl when someone said they're gonna leave fandom bcus they just don't feel like it anymore, they started hating and saying they're not real fan... Like let ppl make choice :/
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Honestly cant feel good abt the fact Marryign the monster has 65k views, its my most shitty writting- Lil devil too- and none of yall gave my actually good writting a chance like  GUYS I SWEAR MY OTHER BOOKS ARE BETTER-

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@Bangtan_star77 tytyy its just not my best ykk
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Bangtan_star77

@RowRetro I'd say its quite a good book
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i think i give up on wattpad

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@cosmicwon idk bby i js lost motivation to write on here- like at least w tumblr i got the motivation but im busy, wattpad on the other hand- idk its js not all that great
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should i edit marrying the monster? also who wld be interested in a love and deepspace Valko series? #bringbackvalko

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@Bangtan_star77 AWW TYTY its the same username- i write more oneshots and series like ayandere riki, metal meets love series, but if i do return to writtin more often i might add my LADS stories here too<3
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Bangtan_star77

@RowRetro Ooooh~ tbh I'm barely online in tumblr but I'd be happy to read it there
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RowRetro

@Bangtan_star77 IM ACTL WRITTING FOR LADS ON TUMBLR its easier to write on thereee
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RowRetro

There was a stage yall were cheering on SaeSangs for updating you on Heeseung's activities, when the announcement came. Ill tell you what, if we fans, not all fans, I know plenty of great, normal, not so parasocial fans, anyways if we fans STOPPED OBSESSING OVER THEM, stop going all "he's all natural" when someone alleges your favourite idol had plastic surgery, WHO CARES, stop over analysing and calling idols pick mes or shipping random idols and then hating on them insanely. THEY'RE FUCKIN ADULTS N HUMANS THEY WANNA DATE? LET EM DATE, THEY WANT A LIL SITUATION SHIP, FEW TALKIN STAGES A LIL HOOKUP LET EM BE DAFUQ??? 
          
          These companies know how to present their idols to cater to parasocial fans, the dgaf about their safety or wellbeing, whatever brings them bank. Fans want their favourite handsome, cute, innocent but sexy, young idols to be single and clueless, but flirty? THEY WILL DO JUST THAT. What can the idols do? They want to make music, dance, be an Idol, they put their life into that moment, so they just have to deal with these unhealthy standards.  
          
          The way I'll put it, at this point, being a K-pop idol is like being in an overly strict, abusive household, catering to what the parents want. Do you want to have your personal life? Be extremely sneaky about it, but if you get caught, that's the end for you. You make a little mistake? Our relatives and the public will forever scrutinise and put you down for it; you will be the talk of the town. They control how you look, how you present yourself, what you do, and how you interact with others. JUST STOP OBSESSING OVER THEM. THERE ARE PEOPLE DYING, KIM.

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You guys are boycotting Enhypen, saying it's a protest to either bring Heeseung back, or let them rest. No. You say, Enhypen is their cash cow, so if you boycott, they'll finally have no choice but to give in? Yes, they are Hybe's cash cow, and that is EXACTLY WHY the boycott won't work. Think about it, people. Hybe doesn't care about Enhypen; Hybe only cares about the money. The moment Enhypen isn't bringing in the bag because of your boycotting, they're going to drop them. They will drop Enhypen, move onto their next best cash cow, and then what happens to Enhypen? Look at what HYBE is doing, controversy pulls in so much money, bad publicity is still publicity, look at ILLIT's new song, LESSERAFFIMS Celebration, heck, look at KATSEYE. Hybe doesn't care about the art anymore; they care about the money, the controversy.
          
          I am an OT7 stan, I'm supporting Enha and Heeseung, and I still see Enhypen as a 7-member group. I love all the members and hope they get rest. Unfortunately, in this state, Hybe's current mindset, boycotting will just cause them to drop Enhypen. For those spamming on the members' lives about 6, 7, and allat, you're not making anything better, JAY HAD TO FUCKING TURN HIS BDAY LIVE INTO A "PLEASE STOP SPAMMING 6 7 MEMBERS" (ykwim, not trying to insert a 67 joke). Those who are hating on the other members, as solo heeseung stans, WHAT THE FUCK?!

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I have a new ff, force marriage on the waiting. I have a great story n everything, but i have jus one lil problem, something y'all readers can prolly help me w...
          
          Who should it be for? Riki again? or Sunghoon?.... i feel like doing sunghoon but u guys can tell me who you'd preffer