Rowana29310

The ed sheeran tickets for India tour literally sold out in 2 minutes. I live in banglore and it sold out in like 30 secondsm I ended up getting the hyderbad ones in ramoji film city. I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!.
          	Even Shawn's coming to India but I can't go bc mumbai is far and tickets sold out way too quick.

Rowana29310

The ed sheeran tickets for India tour literally sold out in 2 minutes. I live in banglore and it sold out in like 30 secondsm I ended up getting the hyderbad ones in ramoji film city. I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!.
          Even Shawn's coming to India but I can't go bc mumbai is far and tickets sold out way too quick.

Rowana29310

Now I really understand the meaning behind heart of gold

Rowana29310

@pumpkinspiciest shawn had a friend named Deome(idk if that's how you spell it) who he was friends with when they were 12. They probably lost touch and then he said he got a call when he was 18 that his friend overdosed and passed away. He said he never really got time to process the loss until the process of making the album. He said all this before he played heart of gold in rock in rio.
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Rowana29310

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Any thoughts on this
          
          Description for the mountain: this next song is one of my favorites of the album.. and uh yeah I mean there was a time when I was in LA (laughs) when I was very like anti of what anyone thought of me. You probably saw me, I had tons of.. I had a lot of beard on my face and I had a lot of the same track pants everyday. (Laughs) Good times (laughs more). There was a lot of.. idk like i usually never annoyed by this stuff but there just a lot.. I felt like I was reading articles all the time about me and I was just like you know there was one that I was in a cult and another that I was like ... this angel, beautiful human I was with, they were putting devil horns on her and stuff and I was just like all this type of shit and I was exploring l, I was being 25 years old for the first time in my life and I was exploring and I feel like everyone should if they can and I might've done a little bit of mushrooms or something but generally just exploring realms and umm.. yeah I just wanted to write this song that.. from my pov this was what was going  on. This one's called "The Mountain".

pumpkinspiciest

@Rowana29310 He was hanging out within her circle with people who are known to be part of a mystery school (which is a bit cult-like). He attended seminars with them and had them around him a lot for several months. Then it seemed like he was back to his old self after Christmas and rumor was that things were over with Charlie. 
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Rowana29310

@pumpkinspiciest I assumed that who he mentioned in The mountain is Charlie because I was searching for articles about him in a cult and it was about her. I didn't know about the Instagram story. Who are the people he was associated? I did not know about that but again he did make a comment on mushrooms. He even jokes about wearing the same track pants it shows he's healing. I'm happy for him he looks healthy and happy.
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pumpkinspiciest

@Rowana29310 Clearly the angel is Charlie T. I have heard that the line about almost being a father refers to her, not Camila (like everyone assumed). Charlie posted something on her story right after Why Why Why came out that pretty much confirms it. 
            
            And while he may not have been in a cult, he was definitely cult-adjacent based on who he was associating with during this time. I’m glad he sort of addressed it but more importantly, I’m glad he’s past this phase because from the outside it didn’t look healthy.
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Rowana29310

Guys what are the tracks? His handwriting is so messy all I got is that's the dream, the mountain, in between, hurt you, isn't that enough, just wait, honey, and why why why. I can already tell why why why is def going to be one of my fav

Rowana29310

And something like finged
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Rowana29310

According to genius, there's also who I am and call it what you want
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Rowana29310

How can shawn walk into snow like that I would freeze the second the cold air hits me

Rowana29310

@Falling4shawmila ig maybe all those ice baths were practice
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Falling4shawmila

@Rowana29310 right? Guess it's the canadian In him
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Rowana29310

Shawn was so inactive last year that it feels like he's posting so much. I'm glad he is starting to mend his relationship with social media and it really feels like he's. Maybe better than ever???  It such an important realization that the low part of life are what makes the high one better. I think he understood that he doesn't have to be perfect all the time and we don't expect him to be. He looks the healthiest he has been for a while. I can't wait for music though maybe these emojis mean something .

Rowana29310

I agree, but so far he hasn't posted anything hinting new music and lately he just immediately posted the new songs like witness me and wthawdy. But that video with the harmonium reminds a little of the when you're gone one and he could be doing this to release a song. Maybe because his recent songs weren't as successful as his past songs his management wants him to post then release a song. I don't want it to be that and I don't think shawn would do that but it's a possibility.
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pumpkinspiciest

@Rowana29310 I’m really happy he’s posting, but if it turns out he’s active again solely to promote something, then it will feel very insincere to me. 
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