Rowyna1

Crave your attention, you don't have a clue. 

how come I'm loud but never heard at the same time 

always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          always looked at, never seen.
          

as close to 30 as far from 18.

Grief drained the life out of me

And all that was in my mind "please, be proud of me, please be proud of me. Please."

what are you doing with yourself, kid

It's not like I'm asking to be your wife.

the devil couldn't reach me, so he made me looked at but never seen

all you bring me is anger ..