Roxie_The_Rando
Ima make a bracelet book later
Roxie_The_Rando
URL0C4L_N3W3NGL4ND3R
I have 'Feed Us Your Girls' stuck in my head...
Oh and I'ma make a playlist of songs that could explain my HH/HB OC Vivzie (Nevaeh/Nehemiah Hallowell for when they moved to the US) and it includes River, Labour, and other songs that I forget the name of :D
Also I could tell you more about Vivzie if you want??
Roxie_The_Rando
@URL0C4L_N3W3NGL4ND3R i don’t think i’ll ever unremember that anymore lmao, the ones with arms the ones without— But kewl oc
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@Roxie_The_Rando / (HELP WHY DO I KEEP SAYING 'Feed us the ones with arms and ones without' EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THE ACTUAL LYRICS-) [Also TW!!] OKAY for starters: --Trans (FtM) [On earth] --Is a Genderfluid sinner in Hell --ACCIDENTALLY got involved in a group that murders people [They watched their mother get hit by a train when they were 7 and then were adopted in to the group when they were 10] --Once had some random guy that Alastor was gonna kill as a victim, and watched him kill the guy so they just thought that he was in the same group as them ["Awhhh, that was gonna be my target..." -probably what Vivz was thinking] --Was forced to murder the victims that they got, otherwise they'd be punished (Valentino style, and they'd also get left outside in the heat and/or cold) --Would almost always have to hunt for food, due to being ignored since they were the youngest member of the 'group' --Alastor basically adopted them and the two became great friends [Which is funny cause I THINK I headcanoned it as, Alastor h00k3d up with their mother, and it resulted in them being born, so he's technically their dad?] --Ended up self-inflictedly dying when they were 14 [Has an animalistic (Fennec Fox) form in Hell] --WAY too innocent for Hell [Especially with Angel D around] --Probably rants in German (They were born in Germany, then moved to the US after they were 'adopted' by the group leader) --Made a small deal (Not a soul bounding one though) with the Vee's (Mainly Val) that they wouldn't be able to gain an Angel's trust before them --They won that deal, since they gained Angel D's trust [LISTEN TO THE WORDING, PEOPLE] That's all I can think of right now... Also I feel like they'd be friends with Niffty, like partners in crime, cause they both clean and they're both quite fast, so...
Roxie_The_Rando
New @! I’m doing a little name change sooo yeah I was @Persephone-Passionia btw
PandaGirl314159
LYDIA THE BARD
Roxie_The_Rando
My name is Roxas and I’ve seen all you seek
You may want to get lost cause i’ve got all the spoilers you could need
There’s technically a world where they all get to live
But that’s not the world this is
(What?)
I’ve seen a song of doomed romance
I’ve seen possession of a man
I’ve heard word about pipe murder
And a bomb-caused final stand
I watched a world so close to death
I heard it draw its near-final breath
But, Alas, our man didn’t make it out alive
Not to spoil it for youuuuu~
(“This can’t be.
They suffered and sailed through the most freakish hells
All those fights with the fears for nothing?!”)
I see the archives covered in red.
Eyes that have seen the very saddest of deaths!
I see survivors solemnly stalking
But half of the cast isn’t with them
(“WHO???”)
I see a song of doomed romance
I see a ritual seizing land
I have heard word about the Not-Them
And that it was all the Eye’s command
I watched a world so close to death (Strangest love, Watcher’s crown)
I heard it draw its near-final breath (The whole world, falling down)
Forget your hopes that our man would make it out alive! (Hurt Elias, Kill the sole one that you love)
I just spoiled it for youuuuuu~
(Anyone who knows what fandom this is yapping about please do comment…i wanna see yall’s guesses)
Roxie_The_Rando
Thinking about deadnaming my current name and calling myself Roxas
It’s nothing like my original name but my friend asked me what my new name would be and used the placeholder name “roxie” earlier and i really liked it sooo
Thoughts?
Roxie_The_Rando
Ima bring my little handheld progress pride flag to school and call it “the staff of no hetereturn”
And just use it on homophobic boys
Bop em on the head and say “bibbity bobbity gay” or some shih
School age boys at my school do be stupid lately we asked them how many chromosomes they had and they said “a lot”
Roxie_The_Rando
Thank you all for the digital huggies
I’m doing slightly better now
Still sad but my schoolwork seems manageable now
Roxie_The_Rando
I’m nauseous just from the stress
I can’t tell if it’s anxiety or hunger
I might throw up
But I still don’t wanna eat
itsjoyceblevins
@Persephone_Passionia *hugs* Try writing down your feelings in a diary or something, because when you write down your problems, the solutions will be clearer!
Roxie_The_Rando
I’m tired of this
Why can’t i just work normally?
What’s wrong with me?
Why don’t they understand?
Maybe they never will
Maybe I should just stop trying
I’m bound to fail anyways
itsjoyceblevins
@Persephone_Passionia You don't NEED to work normally! "Normal" is giving off background character vibes. "Weird" is giving MAIN character vibes! They don't have to understand a thing about you. You're just too complex for their bland little minds to understand! Just keep being your awesome self!