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Our Forbidden Love Gumlee next Chapter!!!
Jealous Rage Sneak Peek
''I sigh disappointed that it wasn't my Bubba, but I was happy that his meeting would end soon ''Hmm maybe I should do something for him tonight'' as I waited I started making a plan ''This is gonna be the best date he's even been on'' I smiled at myself satisfied with my plans for Bubba.''
I hope you enjoy because it'll be a 3,00 worded chapter special just for you guys. Bye Guys Nya~
Gonna post another World of Magic soon
IM 16 NOW!!! ITS MY BDAY!!!
HEY GUYS!!! I have a new post up for The World of Magic along with hopefully 2 more today
https://my.w.tt/UiNb/rMD8ZjlF6G
Loving the world of magic so far (´•ω•｀)♡
Amazing so far, check it out
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Ugh, sorry!! Looks like I can't really talk in our chat for now. Wattpad is going nuts on me so I'll see when I can actually talk to you on that chat...sorry! (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)
AMAZING
Would read and never stop loving it
https://www.wattpad.com/story/92009552
Hey guys it's me Natali and here's an update that I hope everyone will understand and still accept me as a person and friend. Recently I've been in a depressed state, you see for years I've felt like an outcast, worthless, nothing, broken, lost, and many other things. I have family problems that will never be fixed cause the cut is to deep to heal and I'm sad to say I've been scar'd by these things and I can't go back to fix it. I also have problems with school cause I struggle to stay focused and just do the work. As well as some stuff with my close friends and one of my ex's plus all the drama people like to tell me even though I love these people some much I worry so much about their problems. With my bottled up emotion that I've kept for years, my broken heart, deep scars, nothing but problems, stress of not being perfect and nobody to turn to. I've been having a ruff time with writing and finding inspiration, but I've started talking to a family member I knew would listen and understand I've been feeling much better and came out and told my dad how I feel. Even though he can't fix what's broken and how I feel he's trying to fix the bond between us so I don't feel so isolated from my family. I will say I don't still have problems with both my mother and brother, but I'm glad my dad is trying to understand me and doesn't shut me out more. Even thought I'm still struggling with this cause I've been like this since I was very young I'm getting better. Now I'm going to get deep into my emotions and thoughts right now so please understand. I'm that person that cares more about others then herself, I'd give my life a million times for those I care about, I'd fake a smile to keep my friends smiling, I'd do anything for the ones I love weather it be family or friends cause my friends are my family. I try to understand and accept everyone even if they don't deserve to be forgiven, I have had a friend go threw some shit cause people thought she was gay or something Part 1
I've been afraid my whole life of letting people in, caring about something or someone, talking to someone about my problems. Even though all my friends know that if they ever have a problem they can talk to me and I'll listen and understand no matter what. Also this is for the earlier topic if I ever had a child of my own and they turned gay, bi, trans or whatever and told me this I'd be proud of them cause they were so scared to tell me afraid of how I'll react yet they told me I'd be proud. No matter what I'd always love them and accept them cause all I want is for them to be happy. And that's what life is find your way threw it and to be who they wanna be. I can't control their life forever and tell them what to do and what's wrong and right cause that's the point of life is for them to figure it out for themselves. It's their life and they should be able to be themselves and do whatever they want weather I like it or not. All that should matter is that their happy. Thank you for who ever reads this and please tell me if your going threw something with no one to turn to cause just know I'll listen and understand no matter what. Thank you again NYA~~
She went threw hell and back a couple times and I hated how people treated her like an alien cause of one little thing. And didn't see her as a human, they hit her, teased her, laughed at her and I for one wasn't gonna stand for it. NO ONE IN THIS WORLD SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE THAT!!! NO ONE SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE CRAP CAUSE OF THEIR DIFFERENCE!!! *tears start to form in her eyes, but she wipes them away* I honestly support people like that even if I'm not that myself and I understand even if I've never had it happened to me. I have a friend that's scared to tell his parents cause he's scared their not gonna accept him. And you know what I hate I have a friend who's fucking amazing, but he's gay and his parents know and say that he's going to hell and that he can't be who he wants to be. And you know what I think, their are some kids that have the same problem and they tell their parents and their parents don't accept them to where they don't see them as their kid and treat them like crap cause of who they are. To treat your own flesh and blood like their an alien and not a human being and what happens when that kid decides to end it all and kill myself cause their parents don't accept them. Imagine a parents knowing that they were the cause of their child's end and that they pushed them to depression to the point they couldn't live anymore. Even thought I know people have it worse then me that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me realizing that it's too late to fix things, that I can't have a family, that I feel like I don't belong. I've hidden my depression and my thoughts for so long cause I don't want people worrying or taking pity on me. I have a heart of gold even though I believe nothing is gold forever, nothing last forever, I stayed by that which caused me to never get too close to anyone in fear I'm loose them. Also caused me to never love something too much or care for something too much cause it will be taken away from me. Part 2
Alright so I'm gonna seperate the smutty or one shot book from Our Forbidden Love so I can make it better