Hey there.
Just found you and read what happened to you. I have bin trough the same thing, just stay strong and search for people you can trust. Just don’t let them in your head, I don’t know you but just stay yourself, because someone is the best when they are there self. Your story also sounded interesting, would like to read it. And as a end note if it gets to much search for help by a Profi or your parents, that helped me the time that happens to me. But remember, stay strong and fight trough it. There will always be people who are there for you.
P.S.: sorry if the grammar and spelling is wrong. I am from Germany and not the best at English, but also not terrible