I may not have alot of True friends but the ones I consider True I charish and try not to let them down, and try to always be there for them. 

I try not to expect anything from anyone since expecting things can bring saddens if the other person doesn't fullfil it. I rather everything be a surprise and unexpected in a way.

 I often pray for my friendships not to Fade away.
 I'm nothing close to a perfect person with more downs then ups but I pray for a life worthy of living in the eyes of the one who watches everyone from above.

I try look at life in a positive way and give all my trust to God since he is the one who brings people together and also separates them, he gives us the good in life as rewards and Allows the bad things to happen as tests to test the faith of the so called people that say "I love God" 

 I do feel like as a person/ friend etc, I'm missing alot and sometimes I don't know what I'm missing and I don't know why people sometimes turn away from me, but I try look at it positively and learn from mistakes and just move on and remember the good moments God gives in life. Since the only memories worth thinking about when everything goes bad are the good ones.

The same month/ day/ hour/ minute/ second will never repeat so try do a good deed everyday as simple as a nice compliment to someone or help someone in their needs. Or just be there for someone, all the good deeds add up and they won't be forgotten. And when it comes to you having problems hopefully those who you helped will remember and if they won't, God will always remember all the good deeds and won't leave you forgotten.

   My personal hobbies are Music/ photography and maybe Book writing after I try writing some books. 

God bless to anyone who reads this make sure to reach out to me and yea <3