Rubyyeon_5

Dear all, 
          	
          	This is an announcement regarding my temporary break from writing or may be permanent. I don't know. 
          	
          	I feel I am trapped here. In this fictional world. I don't think I belong here. I feel I am trapped in a world that doesn't even exist. I don't want my mind to be a portal to the world that doesn't exist, a world doesn't belong to me. I think I might lose myself. 
          	
          	If I ever got the support and cheer I deserved in here, in this world. I would have been happily entangled here , in this writing. I am not receiving any.  So why should I feed an endless void with so much love in my heart when I don't get any in return? 
          	
          	I am not compatible here. I am not compatible in writing. I think I am not the one supposed to be here. 
          	
          	
          	I have realised writing was an escape plan for me from the reality world. But in real, the reality world is getting diminished by the portal I opened to writing and the reality world would just be a void for me and everyone around me. I don't want to put everything in a futile pathway. I don't belong here. I understood that. I have realised that. I am just stuck in some circling trap. 
          	
          	I just don't want to ditch or dump you people without a good bye. Even when you break up in a relationship, one of them should declare that they are leaving. So that's why I wrote this . 
          	
          	Please don't do this to other authors. Remember an author squeezes their head to give you the best. Some kind words would make them believe in themselves, will make them believe they can write the next chapter. 
          	
          	So I will be taking down all the books.  I can't give false hope to my readers hoping the book will be updated some day. So I will be taking down all the books. 
          	
          	I don't want to be a clown again. 
          	
          	So . That's it. Live . Live and let Live. 
          	
          	We can meet again someday. 
          	
          	The End of Ruby ( who believed she can survive by writing)
          	
          	___________________________

elaraaa1_

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elaraaa1_

Hi author I hope you’re doing well I come to the app to complete the book but it was not here i wish I could read it but I swear to god I was so busy it’s been more then a month i were not even able to go to school for some days and much more things i know it’s heartbreaking for you but I was busy sorry my dear I hope you’re doing well get whatever you want I wish you be the must popular author around the whole world love you lovely author
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kiara874

@Rubyyeon_5 My Girllll! You might not believe me but I think about you often. I am just not a very "extroverty" person and I'm sorry for not telling you this ever before. I found your account on inkitt and then on wattpad. I was so shocked to see that you are not getting enough support. You deserve SO much more. Even tho I didn't read all your books. The one I did read left a huge impact on my mind. I still think about them. Anyways, what you are feeling is not healthy. And I'm proud of you for taking a step back for now. For as long as you want. Stopping this circling trap must have been difficult. All that love in your heart must feel homeless now. I am not a writer. So I don't really understand what goes on inside the head of a writer. But know that, each story, each scene that has ever lived in your mind, matters. And you matter too. To god. To universe. To us. If you ever feel like writing for the sake of writing, then you can write. You don't need to upload it and wait for validation. Remember that lack of support doesn't mean lack of talent. Maybe there wasn't proper advertisement for your books. Maybe the ones who needed your books were never able to find them? I know it hurts but please do not consider the lack of support a failure. I hope you find it in yourself, to be able to take writing as a hobby, in case you ever continue. And not as an escape from reality. I hope reality becomes so beautiful for you that you do not wish to escape from it. Do what calms your heart sweet girl. But do NOT call yourself a clown! Clown makes us laugh. You made us cry. Both from eyes and ahem- our pussies. We love you sweetieeeee
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Rubyyeon_5

Dear all, 
          
          This is an announcement regarding my temporary break from writing or may be permanent. I don't know. 
          
          I feel I am trapped here. In this fictional world. I don't think I belong here. I feel I am trapped in a world that doesn't even exist. I don't want my mind to be a portal to the world that doesn't exist, a world doesn't belong to me. I think I might lose myself. 
          
          If I ever got the support and cheer I deserved in here, in this world. I would have been happily entangled here , in this writing. I am not receiving any.  So why should I feed an endless void with so much love in my heart when I don't get any in return? 
          
          I am not compatible here. I am not compatible in writing. I think I am not the one supposed to be here. 
          
          
          I have realised writing was an escape plan for me from the reality world. But in real, the reality world is getting diminished by the portal I opened to writing and the reality world would just be a void for me and everyone around me. I don't want to put everything in a futile pathway. I don't belong here. I understood that. I have realised that. I am just stuck in some circling trap. 
          
          I just don't want to ditch or dump you people without a good bye. Even when you break up in a relationship, one of them should declare that they are leaving. So that's why I wrote this . 
          
          Please don't do this to other authors. Remember an author squeezes their head to give you the best. Some kind words would make them believe in themselves, will make them believe they can write the next chapter. 
          
          So I will be taking down all the books.  I can't give false hope to my readers hoping the book will be updated some day. So I will be taking down all the books. 
          
          I don't want to be a clown again. 
          
          So . That's it. Live . Live and let Live. 
          
          We can meet again someday. 
          
          The End of Ruby ( who believed she can survive by writing)
          
          ___________________________

elaraaa1_

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elaraaa1_

Hi author I hope you’re doing well I come to the app to complete the book but it was not here i wish I could read it but I swear to god I was so busy it’s been more then a month i were not even able to go to school for some days and much more things i know it’s heartbreaking for you but I was busy sorry my dear I hope you’re doing well get whatever you want I wish you be the must popular author around the whole world love you lovely author
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kiara874

@Rubyyeon_5 My Girllll! You might not believe me but I think about you often. I am just not a very "extroverty" person and I'm sorry for not telling you this ever before. I found your account on inkitt and then on wattpad. I was so shocked to see that you are not getting enough support. You deserve SO much more. Even tho I didn't read all your books. The one I did read left a huge impact on my mind. I still think about them. Anyways, what you are feeling is not healthy. And I'm proud of you for taking a step back for now. For as long as you want. Stopping this circling trap must have been difficult. All that love in your heart must feel homeless now. I am not a writer. So I don't really understand what goes on inside the head of a writer. But know that, each story, each scene that has ever lived in your mind, matters. And you matter too. To god. To universe. To us. If you ever feel like writing for the sake of writing, then you can write. You don't need to upload it and wait for validation. Remember that lack of support doesn't mean lack of talent. Maybe there wasn't proper advertisement for your books. Maybe the ones who needed your books were never able to find them? I know it hurts but please do not consider the lack of support a failure. I hope you find it in yourself, to be able to take writing as a hobby, in case you ever continue. And not as an escape from reality. I hope reality becomes so beautiful for you that you do not wish to escape from it. Do what calms your heart sweet girl. But do NOT call yourself a clown! Clown makes us laugh. You made us cry. Both from eyes and ahem- our pussies. We love you sweetieeeee
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pookie-kookie

Finallyyyyyyu found youuuuuuu was searching for you like crazy

Rubyyeon_5

@pookie-kookie I cried while writing too. Hope this kinda love will find you
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pookie-kookie

@pookie-kookie cried while reading your story
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Rubyyeon_5

@pookie-kookie ah. Glad honey you found me. and I am happy I found you too❤️
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crazyformyself454

I'm in tears author 
          I had a lot in my mind i wanted to share but i- never mind
          You're just amazing author!❤️✨️ I've read a lot of books but never came across so detailed and expressive storyline and writing work like yours... so magnificent✨️ 
          Apart from the praises as they're never ending, is it really a sad ending? I've already built a lake of my tears 
          Don't wanna pressurize you as masterpieces take time and patience to be created, but please update as soon as You're done with the writing work. I waiting✨️
          Love you author unnie❤️✨️

crazyformyself454

@NishaSharma454 no rush author❤️ take your time. Your health is more important to your readers. And yeah don't cry reading my message. I'd like have you laughing till your stomach hurts rather the watching you in tears take care authornim you're soo lobelyyy❤️✨️
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Rubyyeon_5

@NishaSharma454 thank you sweetheart . It means a lot. Your next chapter is ready. It's in edition process. Was not feeling well, thats why it's taking time. Just hang in there. By two days you will get the chapter since it's very long one. , these words really made in tears. And it made my day. I am happy to have you as my reader ❤️❤️❤️❤️ stay blessed love.
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Doraa_thesunflower

The best thing is you reply to every reader , clear their doubts and even be willing to do it more than once that shows your personality. Most authors (maxm) on wattpad won't do this. Thank you again ❤️ Don't forget to give us a happy ending lol

Rubyyeon_5

@Doraa_thesunflower of course, without you guys I am nothing. 
            
            Dont worry this book has happy and sad ending
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Doraa_thesunflower

Everything you write feels like a movie, like it is written so well magical and magnificent. You have a great writing skill author and plot mind too. I was your reader on wattpad before until it got deleted now I read your stories on inkitt, but whatever it is , till date I have read a lot of Wattpad stories and fanfictions and added to my list too But none is like yours like what you wrote. The story line (yeah it was long but it taught us patience lol) is so great the way you put the expressions of every character their feelings their emotions it's Beyond words. Go for a publication if possible turn the book into a real book it will be great and I can bet it will be a best seller (you). Thank you ❤️ and keep writing more! We will support you always.

Rubyyeon_5

@Doraa_thesunflower oh my godI was looking for you at Inkitt and then later I realised you are already here for me. Thank you my dear. These words make me feel alive and complete. 
            
            And sure dear. , I am going to make an alternative version of this Book ( clean one with proof reading) and when I publish i will let you know. 
            
            Thank you for showing so much love sweetheart  it means a lot. And um..note that we haven't reached the epilogue yet ❤️
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