Rudie1314

Okay okay this is the last one I promise. I’m not going to stand by and let someone who had absolutely no control over who I would be before I came into this world push their ideals down on me. I’m not them, and they’re not me. You heard me mother

Okay so one more. See how I said I was always posing myself as the victim? I actually took time to get to know my classmates. My supposedly, “stuck up” or “rude” classmates. Surprisingly, I’m not that much different from them. No, I’m not nice just because I’m quiet. I’m judgmental, a bully, and outright crude. I suppose the only difference between them and I, or at least currently, not in the  past is that I contemplate on how I treat others and I ultimately reach a simple verdict: “If you can just be a little better, so will life.” I just have to find a way to be nice while being assertive. 

Damn.....looking back on past conversations, texts, and simple flashbacks make me realize how shitty a person I was. Playing the victim failed to let me see how much of the perpetrator I really was. I just desperately wish I could go back and change the shit I did. Unfortunately, when we realize it’s too late.....

Certain experiences humbles a person. Humility is definitely the new cool. Haven’t found a job yet though so sucks to be me.

May 30, 2019. The day I experienced death firsthand- despite it just being a pet.

When you realize how wrong you’ve been because of how blinded you were by the “right,”it’s often too late. The best thing you can do is to not repeat your previous mistakes. Just make life a little better

I wanted to stop by and say thank you so much for voting! I really really appreciate it and it really really made my night! :)

I've got to start writing. Not stories, no I suck at that. Just anything that comes to mind.

And I...failed.
          
          
          Downloading insanity.