RuikasaCRaZYFan

changed my pfp :3

RuikasaCRaZYFan

MY INCONSISTENT NOT REALLY DAILY FACT(s, for today): i once though the word "monochrome" was a brand name (⁠٥⁠↼⁠_⁠↼⁠)
          and i once thought that a decade is 100 years when it turns out as 10 years (⁠─⁠.⁠─⁠|⁠|⁠）

RuikasaCRaZYFan

HEEELLLO, my sprinkly wowie smooth and blasty bubble gums! >:)
          
          uh, idk what to say, but my exams results are great! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
          
          and thankfully, i grow a cm, and now I'm 160cm! :D
          
          I hope my mental health and physical health will be just fine (｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)
          
          I know I'm probably talking to no one right now but… (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)
          
          HAPPY EARLY CHRISTMAS!! HAPPY DECEMBER Y'ALL!!! <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>

RuikasaCRaZYFan

so, I have an IRL friend group of four. let's call them... Girl N, Girl E and Girl K, so, of all of them, I'm most close with Girl E, even so, I know Girl K first. and we have a really random and weird group chat. in the group chat, we talk about light hearted stuff to heavy stuff..the heaviest thing is definitely about suicide. (one of them think they're worthless for their family and think they deserve to die, one of them think they might just commit if nothing goes well, one of them..thank god never really thought about it, pls don't. yes, I'm not saying which is which) so a few days ago, I talk about some random depression test thingy I found in the internet, I checked a tons of those out of boredness, so, I told all of them to check too. and the hell do you mean they all got light depression (still concerning) on the test and I got SEVERE???? (I also checked on a WHO website, and yes, they say I have symptoms of depression, and told me to check to a health, uhm, health something, I don't remember) this is making me actually wanting to go to therapy. well, light depression isn't a good thing either, I think we all need therapy /srs

RuikasaCRaZYFan

@RuikasaCRaZYFan woah the hell, so long
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VolleyballOfEnergy

Heyy.. Hru??
          I'm so sorry I haven't been checking up on you, I haven't been doing well. (◞‸◟,) 
          Remember that I'm always here for u !! 
          Ily <3 (platonically)

RuikasaCRaZYFan

@VolleyballOfEnergy oh, hi..!! sorry if I answer so lately, I've been focusing on school so much, since my final exam is really close. And I'm quite not fine, ig, I just feel a lot more stressed, but at least not that bad. And it's alright, you're feelings also matters ;⁠)
            I'm also always here for you!
            Ily too!! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ (platonically)
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