Ruko_is_bored

I desperately need people to start writing "DOG MENTIONS/APPEARANCE/DESCRIPTION" or whatever in the TW's, cuz I AM NOT reading a whole ass chapter that has a single thing, that can send me spirling in a freaking panic attack! How tf is something like 'slight injury mention' a TW, yet they don't add a real existing phobia that is incredibly underrated in there??? HUH? I'm just off of an angsty chapter, and then you shove a full-on description of something that makes me want to ki)) myself like it's no biggie,there are a bunch of people who are scared of dogs??
          
          Those fluffy monsters are far more aggressive than a regular street cat, ALL OF THEM. One story of a cat going crazy hits the news, becomes a big story, everyone is now afraid of cats, then BOOM, yet another incident of a homeless dog attacking a child, and nobody makes a fuss, because 'dogs are scared' and 'feel the need to protect themselves'. All a homeless cat can do to you is a small scratch, maybe a bit of a bite, and even when scared and hungry the don't attack, they try to run away. Dogs just go feral on you the moment they deem you a 'threat' (JUST PASSING BY AND DOING NOTHING).
          
          
          cynophobia is a damn thing. And it's deemed worse than some fucking arachnophobia.

Watching 'sentenced to be a hero' rn, in episode 6, minute 22 second 33 the main character, is presented to us in a very frieren-meme-like-way.

Me after reading chapter 8 of "Leafing Through The Pages I Found You"
          
          ебать...! 
          
          (Same word Fyodor said, but in actual Russian, it means 'Fuck' as in sex, but also used as a daily insult)

My last post will probably get violated soon.. New lore just dropped in Genshin Impact and it's crazy, and now I have materials for more lore for my story, and I might be changing the title because of that, since it no longer fits my ideas.

I think I'm sick, like sick AF, temperature 38.6 degrees celsius. Which isn't the main prob. My head feels funny, I can't focus, and I feel COLD even if I'm sweating buckets.
          
          I'm coughing up blood sometimes, but that's because I cough a LOT. And my throat got so dry it tore in a few spots. My limbs feel like I ran a marathon, then did a trillion push-ups without a break. 
          
          I space out into nothingness and I can't even hear my inner voice. (I don't usually hear it, but if I want to, I can 'speak to myself' in my head)  AND my vision is blurry and my left eye is itchy AS FUCK. 
          
          Not to mention! Cramps that aren't supposed to be happening! And they're completely identical to my usual period cramps! And my period is like- 2 weeks away!
          
          
          My head feels cold, and hazy, and it hurts, and I can't think straight, I can't remember stuff, I forgot my IRL name for like 2 hours today! And now some of my class work is signed 'Ruko' instead if my IRL name and I'm not gonna get a grade since 'I' didn't turn my work in...
          
          
          
          What it means to you ppl who read my book, is that there's gonna be even more of a holdup..
          
           There's too much going on, I have an art gallery that I was invited to, and it's in like 3 DAYS and I JUST submitted my work.
          
          The there are EXAMS and more school work, and my friend who's having real bad debates with his parents and is considering A MENTAL HOSPITAL to be better than staying with those pigs, and honestly they should switch to a school that provides dorms.. And I'm supposed to be their emotional support pillar, but I need emotional support TOO and they're too deep into dealing with their OWN life, and I can't bother him, and.. And..  
          
          I just dunno what to do. 
          
          
          Sorry for this sudden shit, if you don't know any real advice, don't feel obliged to comment, I just.. Wanted to dump this all off my shoulders and be going to deal with important stuff. I bid everyone goodbye, I'm taking a break from Wattpad. (as a writer)

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           Yo! @Ruko_is_bored Check this meme out, so funny hahaha click here to see it ↓:

*Khm Khm*, I read a manhwa known as "Revenge of The Iron Blooded Sword-Hound" and recently (Not recently, a few months ago) we got info on one of the main families (Deep shii lore here), and according to the manhwa members of that family get thrown out at a young age to see if they can earn money without a golden spoon up their ASS, but the MC's family literally throws infants into a garden of swords and then they FIGHT to get the patriarchs attention and bathe in the water of a magical rither, and then they go to WAR as meat shields for the purest blooded ('Van' means practically a peasant and 'La' means pure blood) and everyone in the comments under that chapter was crying about how mean the Bourgeois family is..
          
          
          But I've been a devoted reader of the manhwa for over 2 years now, so this doesn't surprise me. 
          
          
          And I really really want it to become an anime cuz it would totally hype!!

I'M SCARED NOW, WDM I'M NOT GONNA BE LAUGHING ANYMORE❓‼️❓❓❓

hello

Holy shit I just found out that some people ship Kunikida and Yosano.... I'M HAVING MY WORLD SHATTERED IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS AND THIS ISN'T FUNNY, IT'S GODDAMN SCARY..