Ruko

I think I'm sick, like sick AF, temperature 38.6 degrees celsius. Which isn't the main prob. My head feels funny, I can't focus, and I feel COLD even if I'm sweating buckets.
          
          I'm coughing up blood sometimes, but that's because I cough a LOT. And my throat got so dry it tore in a few spots. My limbs feel like I ran a marathon, then did a trillion push-ups without a break. 
          
          I space out into nothingness and I can't even hear my inner voice. (I don't usually hear it, but if I want to, I can 'speak to myself' in my head)  AND my vision is blurry and my left eye is itchy AS FUCK. 
          
          Not to mention! Cramps that aren't supposed to be happening! And they're completely identical to my usual period cramps! And my period is like- 2 weeks away!
          
          
          My head feels cold, and hazy, and it hurts, and I can't think straight, I can't remember stuff, I forgot my IRL name for like 2 hours today! And now some of my class work is signed 'Ruko' instead if my IRL name and I'm not gonna get a grade since 'I' didn't turn my work in...
          
          
          
          What it means to you ppl who read my book, is that there's gonna be even more of a holdup..
          
           There's too much going on, I have an art gallery that I was invited to, and it's in like 3 DAYS and I JUST submitted my work.
          
          The there are EXAMS and more school work, and my friend who's having real bad debates with his parents and is considering A MENTAL HOSPITAL to be better than staying with those pigs, and honestly they should switch to a school that provides dorms.. And I'm supposed to be their emotional support pillar, but I need emotional support TOO and they're too deep into dealing with their OWN life, and I can't bother him, and.. And..  
          
          I just dunno what to do. 
          
          
          Sorry for this sudden shit, if you don't know any real advice, don't feel obliged to comment, I just.. Wanted to dump this all off my shoulders and be going to deal with important stuff. I bid everyone goodbye, I'm taking a break from Wattpad. (as a writer)

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           Yo! @Ruko_is_bored Check this meme out, so funny hahaha click here to see it ↓:

*Khm Khm*, I read a manhwa known as "Revenge of The Iron Blooded Sword-Hound" and recently (Not recently, a few months ago) we got info on one of the main families (Deep shii lore here), and according to the manhwa members of that family get thrown out at a young age to see if they can earn money without a golden spoon up their ASS, but the MC's family literally throws infants into a garden of swords and then they FIGHT to get the patriarchs attention and bathe in the water of a magical rither, and then they go to WAR as meat shields for the purest blooded ('Van' means practically a peasant and 'La' means pure blood) and everyone in the comments under that chapter was crying about how mean the Bourgeois family is..
          
          
          But I've been a devoted reader of the manhwa for over 2 years now, so this doesn't surprise me. 
          
          
          And I really really want it to become an anime cuz it would totally hype!!

I'M SCARED NOW, WDM I'M NOT GONNA BE LAUGHING ANYMORE❓‼️❓❓❓

hello

Holy shit I just found out that some people ship Kunikida and Yosano.... I'M HAVING MY WORLD SHATTERED IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS AND THIS ISN'T FUNNY, IT'S GODDAMN SCARY..

Everynwone! Say hi hi to my IRL friend @IBrokeDazaisBed ! Don't ask them about my IRL self because I wanna stay anonymous~!

i just noticed your pfp and im wheezing.
          may your pillows and blankets always be the right temperature.

Hiiiiiiii, (just saying hi to people)
          I hope u r having a good day so far and if you are not then here is a hug:
          ༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ

Have you seen "Back Street Girls: Gokudolls"? If no, don't watch it. It's trash. But if you did, I'd say the Yakuza boss would fit a BSD fic like non other. 
          
          Bad idea but I want to write something about Dazai becoming Yakuza instead of mafia and then repeat the plot of this anime
          
          CUTE IDOLZAI TIME!