Rusha121

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It was prom day I was fucked up I didn't asked anyone I thought if not her no one else....coz she was coming with carrot tell me why would she will ever ask me when carrot asked her out instantly when they announced even though we are from grils college...I wore blazer may be just may be she'd take a picture with me but fuck

Rusha121

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Yeah I felt like may be may be she'd take picture with me and when I went there she told apple lets take a picture and at that moment I thought yeah it was worth it but next moment it got crushed when she posed with apple....I took pictures but how will I take nice pictures when my inner soul is crushing...my heart was literally like that should be me fuck
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Even when I was taking with other people's she came and told them she had some work with me I knew she came because why the fuck she'll ask me without anywork I knew she wanted me to take her picture but fuck it was hurting as hell like you asked me to come but you are taking pictures with apple
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Rusha121

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It was prom day I was fucked up I didn't asked anyone I thought if not her no one else....coz she was coming with carrot tell me why would she will ever ask me when carrot asked her out instantly when they announced even though we are from grils college...I wore blazer may be just may be she'd take a picture with me but fuck

Rusha121

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Yeah I felt like may be may be she'd take picture with me and when I went there she told apple lets take a picture and at that moment I thought yeah it was worth it but next moment it got crushed when she posed with apple....I took pictures but how will I take nice pictures when my inner soul is crushing...my heart was literally like that should be me fuck
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Rusha121

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Even when I was taking with other people's she came and told them she had some work with me I knew she came because why the fuck she'll ask me without anywork I knew she wanted me to take her picture but fuck it was hurting as hell like you asked me to come but you are taking pictures with apple
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Fuck may be I'm avoidant I avoid direct interaction with you coz what if it gives me hope...but it also confuse you ik...I know Its me who's wrong here and you are completely fine but I hold too much you can't even imagine like they ship me with everyone but not you can't they see how I look towards you how much I crave you

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Ohh fuck I was tensed yesterday and you wanted me to come with you for council shopping but it was too much you should would have gone without talkinh to me as I was on a call at that time but you touched my forearm...oh fuck I know it's ur love language but it's restricted for me or may be because of me...because I literally shout that I don't like physical touch but fuck I just only yearn for ur touch...and yea you did touched me and said bye with your sooo sweet voice
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Ik u tease me but do you know tht I love you?....the way I get freeze whenever you look into my eyes...have you ever noticed the way my body craves your touch your heart your love....YOU
          
          Maybe you feel something too that's why you behave differently with me

Rusha121

Whenever I see that pic...my heart gets break...and you talked to her on video call ohh don't get me wrong I wanted to be th one whom you call but will I ever be that person?
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I had captured you with her wydm you can look into her eyes like you are so in love meanwhile here I'm clicking that moment which shatters my heart...
            
            And you always say she's my friend sister who the fuck sits on her sisters lap...
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Ohh fuck I loose my shit whenever u hold my hand....mainly forearm... the look in your eyes make me think for a while..may be you feel the tension too the way you are being childish around me but I've seen you'd hesitate to touch me...may be because you are scared that I might pull away...I know you like me not romantically but as a friend I think that's more then enough for now...you like me lika friend then let me be your friend but I'll treat you like my whole world...

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Ohh my gawd guys today we went to a restaurant but then i remember that I need a drink so before entering the restaurant I went to buy me a drink so...I told everyone to go inside and I'll join them so....they sat on a 4 people table ( we are a group of 4 ) and God knows but they kept a spot for me beside her... usually she prefers to sit with either of 2 but from few times she's seating beside me or wants me to sit beside her

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