Aurora

I go to lunch each morning
          All the food tastes the same
          I don't if that's the federal cooking or its something in my brain
          Regardless I'll shove it down my throat
          But I'll puke it up because all it seems to do is float
          I'm not depressed and I'm not mad
          I just know that living is that bad
          Looking at the days left I realize I'll never change 
          I refuse to see a therapist, feeling no joy can't be all that strange
          I wonder what happened to the things that give me joy
          All my favorite things I cared about are now just junky toys
          I know I could be different if I could at least try
          I know I won't be different I'll just let life pass me by
          I'm throwing my Shots
          Leave me alone in this nightmare, leave me here to rot

The best gift for me would probably be for someone to save my dead gay ass...having said that, Merry holidays everyone! I hope you have good times

Noot me up (Noot me up inside)
          Can't Noot up (can't Noot up inside)
          NooOOoooOot me 
          
          I watched the new episode of YOI and I 

maybe someday i'll actually update three of my stories. I'm sorry to everyone that loves those story that i'm a lazy ass. And they're gonna be put off even more cause i'm starting another one, again

Hey

If by chance you go over my page and/or didn't see the announcement in Shadowmangler. That whole story is going to figuratively disappear. I'm sure it will be for quite a long time considering that to rethink it and revise it requires time which i'm bad with and even worse at managing. But i do believe that i can continue doing the other two of my stories

Guess who's back!