RussianRunner

Hurts like heaven, lost in the sound
          	Buzzcut season like you're still around
          	Can't unmiss you and I need you now
          	Yeah, I, I, oh I, yeah
          	I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
          	Tired of love songs, tired of love
          	Just wanna go home, wanna go home
          	Wanna go home, whoa
          	So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
          	Tired of love songs, tired of love
          	Just wanna go home, wanna go home
          	Wanna go home, whoa

RussianRunner

Hurts like heaven, lost in the sound
          Buzzcut season like you're still around
          Can't unmiss you and I need you now
          Yeah, I, I, oh I, yeah
          I'm so tired of love songs, tired of love songs
          Tired of love songs, tired of love
          Just wanna go home, wanna go home
          Wanna go home, whoa
          So tired of love songs, tired of love songs
          Tired of love songs, tired of love
          Just wanna go home, wanna go home
          Wanna go home, whoa

beama-

BRO WAIT A MINUTE I SAW YOU ON ONE OF THE BOOKS I WAS READING. KEEL IS THAT YOU

RussianRunner

@janobible  If you remember lmk
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RussianRunner

@janobible oh ;(
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beama-

@janobible i dont remember
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RussianRunner

My Birthday is coming up soon! April 11th, the day before Easter!  
          Dear corona, me not being able to have a Sweet Sixteen party is not your fault- it's my mom's. So not EVERYTHING is your fault :) Anyway... it would be nice if people actually wished me happy B-day this year.

RussianRunner

@aintyobbg  Wasn't my smartest choice...
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RussianRunner

@aintyobbg I did and then I got kicked out...
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RussianRunner

@aintyobbg lmao my mom told me, "you and what friends?" 
            I wanted to reply, "The ones that understand how annoying you are." But I low key still want some presents so...
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RussianRunner

Can anyone talk- I need help.

RussianRunner

@aintyobbg yeah it is what it is at this point. I will be 18 in 742 days, and I can't wait.
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RussianRunner

@aintyobbg 
            thttps://www.wattpad.com/myworks/217685491/write/856456434
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RussianRunner

@aintyobbg parents stress me out...
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RussianRunner

I'm scared right now... I don't know like what there is to life anymore so yeah

RussianRunner

@xxx_heidi_xxx  Thanks I plan on continuing to fight this
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de4dlvrs

@DarkandLonely11  Look, i'm always here if you need to talk and yes, i agree, to love something has become a term that anyone can use for anything, regardless of its form. and people are fake. but that's the thing, you are never not going to meet people who are fake. that has just become human nature, to only care about yourself, pushing others out of the way to get their own way, and it's not fair, all of this. but if we don't keep fighting they will win. and we can't let them win. we will be giving them exactly what they want, even more power.
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RussianRunner

I feel like everything is so shallow. People are fake. They willingly hurt other people. I don't feel loved by people anymore. The things used to turn to for comfort are not the same. And people ask if I'm okay and I say no and they roll their eyes and walk away. I just want to be loved but I'm so scared of being hurt. I don't feel love because everyone overuses the word love. I love food, I love clothes, I love, I love but it's all empty. When someone loves me do they love me or do they see me as something that brings them temporary pleasure.  "Somebody help me through this nightmare
            I can't control myself
            Somebody wake me from this nightmare
            I can't escape this hell"
            "So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
            No one will ever change this animal I have become
            And we believe it's not the real me
            Somebody help me tame this animal I have become"
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