RustInTime

Im dead

RustInTime

this message may be offensive
 I'm a bit scared. I've got everything planned until I graduate college and all I can do now is wait and waste time. I'm scared to fuck something up or loses someone. I feel so dissociated not only with my self but the all my love ones. Im scared to fail and I can't fail. 

RustInTime

@1Marvelfan22 @Livbivvy  Ok, thank you both. I really appreciate it. I'll try my best.
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Livbivvy

@RustInTime if you fail, u can always join my cult, it’s very nice here/j :] but you won’t fail, so no need to be scared. Your loved ones should support you on anything, so don’t worry about losing them. And congrats to you on planning out your life. Take pride in that.  It’s way more than I could ever do. I know I’m also just a stranger on the internet, but I hope you can find comfort and honesty in these words. I’m always willing to chat if you need as well :)
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RustInTime

Hey Im going to take a break until next year. I hope the best for everyone and for eveyone to enjoy their day and the next four months. 

ItzRyanMarie08

@RustInTime Take Care Mo :))) I'll let you use my phone again lol
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hangesvers

i hope the best for you ♥️♥️ 
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RustInTime

Have you ever thought at the fact of your existence doesn't matter. Everything us human beings do is just for ourselves to feel important. Your favorite song, your favorite colour, your favorite baked good to get at a local bakery. In the end it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter how many followers you have on Instagram or or the fact that you ran over your neighbor's dog and never told them. It doesn't matter if you were to kill the person closest to you. At the end the day we are aware that we're all going to die. And everything we do is just to make ourselves feel a bit immortal. To feel wanted. To feel useful. 

Ahaha_No_Thanks

@TulipInTime Yeah I think about this a lot actually, but have always been content with it.
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RustInTime

Just a shower thought
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RustInTime

I want a best firend. Someone I can always talk to. No matter how far away they are. I want someone to trust me, trust me with handling their feeling, their secrets. I want someone to talk to me because they feel comfortable, not me because they want me to feel guilty and wrong. I want to get to know someone. I want to know someone that I don't know from their face, but  from their personality.

netheritepickaxe

@TulipInTime ya see, this is where I come in
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