Hiraeth❤

Who the fuck want toxic friends? Why still hang around them? Why people do this to themselves?
          WHY?!?!

Just know... some people don't deserve your sympathy. If they have a shitty personality and not mature enough to handle some issues or even call for it and try to mend it, then let them be. 
          
          It hurts really. Haha...
          
          But acception is better. A snake cannot be a beautiful butterfly. 
          A cunning liar can not ever be a good friend.
          An ugly dark liar. 
          
          And she wonder if she's her father's daughter...Look into yourself. What more proof you need! 
          
          And she thinks she is a daring human. 
          Who's gonna tell her?
          

Bestie @Sheksh_mama I love you BEeeechhhh ❤️ 
          
          Dont worry I am not drunk. Its just me confessing my unscratching bubbly love for you. Hehehee.
          
          Jeez I am not convincing enough, that I am not drunk right? ʕ •́؈•̀ ₎  

I love red wine. The color of it, red, fascinates me... so much. 

ARGHHHH... I hate online exams!!!!

I have a very close friend, she is very religious and reserved. I showed her the prologue of my still writing story, which was happened to be a possessive scene... kinda... contain mature content. 
          
          
          She was speechless for a moment. 
          
           I was like, do you need Holywater to cleanse your soul? I am sorry, I didn't mean to corrupt you.
          
          
          
          Then out of nowhere, she demanded to show her the rest. I couldn't stop laughing seeing her responses.
          
          
          Considering her very reserved nature and she is not into romantic books, (she likes horror, mystery stuff and she is not using Wattpad)... I thought she will just.. 'meh,' it. I just wanted someone to, show my mistakes and other friends I have, they don't have the required eng knowledge and I just don't wanna show them.
          
          She even ordered me, " Once you finished, u must let me read it. I need it! Please be quick and write it. " XD 
          
          
          I totally did not expect that... I was so happy! Truly happy! 
          
          I hope her parents won't come at me saying I corrupted their innocent daughter after she read my story.
          
           I promise, I warned her what has to come, and she said she doesn't care! So yeah...

My best friend is having an online class via her phone... So I am being the very helpful and supporting friend she has,  I sent soo many msgs because I know they pop up on her screen  She was like, For God sake, leave me alone, U brat!!!
          
          Hah, You wish!!!! 

People who say "It's not rare of the rarest in this universe that men and women cheat on their spouse because they are not sexually satisfied. You have to understand"
          
          I get your point but It shouldn't be common either! (but today it is) I will never normalize cheating! The weight of this shit hung upon their children. It destroys their outlook on love, it makes them insecure, demolishes their peace within themselves! Fuck even give birth to mental sufferers and monsters!!!
          
           People are so corrupted and insensitive,  even to their own blood and flesh. As a person who was been there, It hurts me immensely. We all have needs, but would you quench it still knowing in the process you are making your child's precious spirit, dark too? 
          
          If u do your character is questionable! :)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          

Today my English lecturer told me 'A true relationship is two imperfect people refusing to give up on each other. Don't settle with what's logical or comfortable. Marry the person you can't live without, marry the one you love like crazy, madly...' He said a lot of stuff...
          
          And he asked me if do I believe in True love. I half screamed a loud YES! =D I don't know why, but I felt so happy just hearing about love ❤️ . 
          
          I just know this, your first love is nothing in the face of the love you have felt deeply, truly, it owns you, without it, it feels so incomplete like half-dead from the inside. 
          
          
          I hope every good person out there will find one true love. Believe in it!  :) #Hiraeth

Isn't it what Oliver said to Viv?