✞༒🌑🖤Ruvyzvat🖤🌕༒✞

Might delete Wattpad (again-) for the sake of space on my phone honestly. Plus I’m not really active on here anyway so like what’s the point of having this, I’m not writing, I’m not talking, I’m just /here/ so it’s like- kinda just meh. I feel like the only times I use it is like- Venting, but that’s not very often bc I kinda just bottle it up IRL and never speak to anyone (teehee) and on top of that, if I do end up venting, I’m also venting (rarely) on Newgrounds, and I’m more active on there. Kinda- so uhhhhhhh
          
          My Newgrounds is xXRuvyzvatXx (I’m pretty sure) so y’all can check that out ig? Idfk- 
          
          OH! And my Pinterest is RuvyzvatXD so you can follow/check that out too if you guys want bc I’m pretty decently active there as well 
          
          (haven’t really been posting this week bc I’m sick and haven’t been getting out of bed so like- yeah, I’m very tired- so that’s that!)
          
          So anyway- goodnight guys! :D

GRGEHRHBEBDJSBSJ THE DMS ARE GONE!!! GRAAHHHHHH

GRAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
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          Sorry I was bored and didn’t know what to post lol
          
          (I went to the circus though lol- it was crazy smh)

We have to get rid of our Cane Corso because she keeps attacking our German Shepherd for literally no reason. And the worst part is, our German Shepherd is an old lady dude ;-;
          
          Literally dog elder abuse ToT
          
          Our Cane Corso was getting really aggressive lately and started attacking her for no reason, and my dad doesn’t wanna take the chance that she might attack me or my siblings which I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND. She is literally the second strongest dog breed in the world and has a bite stronger than a lion. That’s hella dangerous.
          
          Gonna miss her though. (She was such a silly goober). I wish I knew what went wrong to make her act this way

Imagine imagining. That’s wild /j

Late night thoughts hittin’ HARD tonight.
          I like- just got out of the shower and randomly my brain was like: If you were to die right now/tonight. Would people miss you? Would they really notice your absence? Or would they move on with life as though you never existed. Never think, “I really wish [redacted] was here to see this” or “I miss [redacted]”
          
          Would they forget about me? Or would they remember me and think about me til they eventually die themselves?
          
          I think about this all the time and it always makes me cry myself to sleep thinking about this.
          
          It also makes me wonder how I would get word to my online friends that I’m dead so they don’t just see me disappear and go “maybe they got grounded”
          
          …When I’m gone, I want them to know. Because I know how it feels not knowing if my friend is doing okay. One of my friends, I haven’t spoken to since 2021, and she disappeared suddenly. One minute she was fine and the next she disappeared and hasn’t been back since. We all assume she’s dead now, since something* did happen before she disappeared. (*according to some of my other friends, she drank “quite a bit” of bleach accidentally while trying to make a joke)

They’re getting rid of direct messages D:
          That’s stupid-
          Their reasoning? It’s not a very popular way of communicating and commenting and posting is more popular??? Like bro- That doesn’t mean you should get rid of DMs completely and not only that, but DELETE THE MESSAGE HISTORY :sob:

I got a Gi-burn on my arm at Jiu Jitsu (YIPPEEEEE /j)
          
          It kinda hurts. It’s more of like- a stinging pain. Sucks. ANYWAY! That’s about it lmao

Why are sandals called flip flops?
          
          Is it like- because when you walk, they go *flip flop flip flop-* or if it because you flip/flop them on??? Does that make sense? Probably not. But idk. I just had to get that out there. For some reason—
          
          Idk it just randomly came to my mind :skull:

Aw nah I missed ur bday :(