I miss my grandmother soo much, she is the person who raised me (also she is the person who loves me in my family). She is also a mother figure for me. I really miss her. I forget her voice, her look, her behaviors etc. and it's the worst part for me. I can't forget the night when I heard she is already death.
I thought it was a joke but when I realized this is not a joke my world is over at the time. I really miss her, really really miss her. I wanna eat foods which is prepared by her. I want to cuddle with her but can't do it bc she is died . Idk why I write those sentences in English but I think it's more easy to write something emotional in English.
