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I'm such an emo lmao 

Man I swear sometimes I feel such a hopeless feeling it's almost like what I hear about gender dysphoria and when I get in these modes it ruins my day.
          
          But like it's not actually gender dysphoria for me.  I'm just sad at social dynamics and the fact that I'm such an outlier and that the type of person I want to have a relationship with simply doesn't exist and the type of relationship I want to have isn't realistically possible.  Like it hurts so much and it's such a stupid thing to be upset about.
          
          Nobody will ever take me out on a date or buy me flowers or cuddle me or make me feel safe or anything like that. And it's all because I was born the wrong sex or orientation to be allowed by the world to experience that.  But I don't want to be a woman and I don't want to be gay either.
          
          It's such a stupid thing but as I get older I think about it a lot more and it weighs on me heavily and I can't stop hating existence for it.  It's embarrassing but I also feel it's unfair.  I can't imagine forcing myself to be more socially dominant or take the initiative in dating or take on a leadership role.  It just feels so wrong it makes me sick to think about.
          
          Am I crazy?

Hi! Sorry if this is sudden but, is there a way i can contact you? (twitter, insta, ...)

Feel so unbalanced some days. 
          
          Sometimes wish I had someone to keep me steady and focused when I begin to slip into the dark.
          
          It takes so long to get back out again.  To be comfortable back in the light.  Not constantly worried I'm a single moment from falling back down.
          
          It would be easier to fight this stupid battle if I didn't fight alone.
          
          Never take your sanity for granted.  Never assume you're safe from random crises or trauma.
          
          Your state of mind, your lucidity, your stability, your ability to reason with yourself, confront emotions with logic, these are precious things.  Appreciate them.  

I still have yet to be femdommed and it's a tragedy 

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