RyRose_vest0107
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PSA:
hi everyone.
to those who are currently following along to "today I saw the whole world" im sorry for not publishing for longer than I said I would but like an entire week.
i've had the absolute shit go down this past week, I also graduated so I guess thats exciting.
but more importantly, it became my responsibilty to take action against of one of my closest lifelong friends when they approached me a with the task of "handing stuff out" to our friends for him, which consisted of "a letter FOR ME too".
I took it upon myself to report it to the dean of students at my school who i full heartedly say is a fucking moron. hes a privilaged white male ignorant to any feedback and refused to accept that he does things wrong
he proceeded to make the situation incredibly dangerous, and we ended up driving to my friends house, (en route I was dropped off on the side of a rural back road so I wasn't there when Blake(dean) arrived at their house.
thankfully, my friend was unharmed at that point and agreed to go to the hospital that night.
they've been in the hospital since thursday night and I called them sunday night to check in and they say that they had read more books in the past two days than in the past year. they also told me that all the doctors that can help them are to come in on the week days.
its been three days since i've talked to them and I plant to call them tonight to check in again.
on top of that, another best friend of mine, who has been sturggling for years with being overprescribed and quickly changed and just ABSOLUTELY FUCKED UP by anxiety and depression medication.
they were supposed to meet me for lunch but there psycho ex drained the battery in their car and they had an episode that, I just know that they wound up in the emergency room.
so....
...mental stamina is low.
I apologize.
and thank everyone who read this far.
I'll get back on track with updating.
in the meantime please;
remember that you are loved. and important
